First your lost, then your found.
You wonder how one can be in love and the other not,
Thru all the ups and downs you have been togather,
Now just friends.
What do you say?
Do you even have a choice?
You cry so much that life just dose not seem no more.
WHY tho?
Do you let it slip and see what happns?
When deep down you want to make it work
You want to keep pushing hard for the one you love.

* I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die.
~ by Shirley Bassey ~


*Love begins with a smile,
grows with a kiss,
and ends with a teardrop


*Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?


A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.


My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You


Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.


Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know


Don't frown, because you never know when
someone is falling in love with your smile.


Love wasn't put in your heart to stay,
because Love isn't Love until you give it away.


Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you,
but trusting them not to

Real tears are not those that fall
from the eyes and cover the face,
but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.


t takes a life time to find someone,
but only a moment to fall in love


If you love someone you give everything you can
and not expecting on any return.


Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
never give up when you still feel that you can take it.
never say you no longer love a person when you can't let go..



A man snatches the first kiss,
pleads for the second,
demands the third, takes the fourth,
accepts the fifth
- and endures all the rest.



When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.


My mom always complains
about my lack of a boyfriend.
Well, next time she asks,
I'm going to tell her I'm dating two different guys :
Mr. Duracell and Mr. Energizer.


Before you find your handsome prince,
You've got to kiss a lot of frogs.


Women need a reason to have sex.
Men just need a place.


Loving you is like football. no one can imagine living without it.


Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope.


Love is like sand.
If you hold on to tight,
it slips through your fingers

I?m going to smile and make you think I?m happy,
I?m going to laugh,
so you don?t see me cry,
I?m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
- I?m going to smile.


*The hottest love has the coldest end.


If this is goodbye,
don't come back
if this is the end,
don't wake me up.


One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life...

*I dont miss him,
I miss who I thought he was


Breaking up is not a stupid thing;
instead it makes you a better person
and realize your mistakes.


If your love does not work with that person,
it just means that someone else loves you more.

*The heart was made to be broken.
*Relationships are like crystals,
you don't realize how much you love it until it breaks.

I sit hear wondering if maybe there is a chance for me and him but i wonder and i don?t think so, but then again it?s like things between us have gotten and good, like super good and i like that i it makes me wonder if we can give it another chance and it last and him see how much i have change and how much i love him, but he is so happy and she will never find another one like him. but it kills me when he says i have no problems i?m not on the defence with her and stuff like that. but i really don?t want it to be like that. when i lost it i thought my orld was over, till i realize i?ll get it back most likly. hopefully,
and that i need to realize that the world will keep turning no matter what and i?ll find another one just as good and maybe it will work but i can only see and see what it?s like before i fall for one lil fish in the sea.
I guess just wait and see. but i hope for me and him finds its way thru this long horrible tunnel.
5/5/08
Muah
Saide
:P

Alone in the house after not seeing each other for the longest time. He grabs her and starts to kiss her rapidly. He places his hand on her cheek and grabs her tighter then with the other hand he puts her hair behind her ear, then slowly moves his hands down to her waist.
Then she puts her hands on his face, while she does that he grabs her legs and picks her up. She wraps her legs around him. He walks to the couch with her still on him tightly, still kissing like never before.
He slowly puts her down lying on her back on the couach. Then she slowly takes his shirt off and he does the same to her.
Then he crests her hips. Then she sits up and he undoes the bra. While she undoes his belt she flips him over and gets on top. He throws the bra on the floor. He starts to undo her pants. They both take them off. Then he moves his hands from her boobs down her nice tan bodie. And starts to grab her butt. Then they both get on the floor and he enters her very slowly, Makeing her go nuts and want more.
He starts to go faster an faster makeing her go crazy and moan like crazy. Harder Harder she screams. So harder he goes, sweating and rubbing up her body.
Then they switch, She gets on top, starts out slow then goes crazy for more and till she just can?t go on. Moving up and down, back and fourth. Then he gets up and grabs her by her butt to pick her up and then they go to the counter. He sits her down fucking her hard, she leans back, rubbing her body, starting on the boob then rubbing fourth down her body. Then he grabs her and they get to the shower, the hot steam and running water running down there sweating, worn out bodys. Then they get out, she thinks to her self ?how can i make this more intresting??. Then with a towel on she runs to the kitchen and gets carmel and ice cream. She put it on the counter where he can?t see it. She goes and gets him and brings him the kitchen and lays him on the floor then blind foldes him and get the chocolate syrup and puts it on him all over slowly licking it off she goes down and licks it off his large friend.
After makeing him nice and warm again, She gets the ice cream to cool him off. Puts it on him and then there bodys rub togather to make it melt. She takes the blind fold off smiling while he grins at her while she takes the towel off. Again he inserts her and harder they go, After they are done they go get cleaned up and lay on his bed under the blanket totally nude and he holds her while she lays in his arms half asleep. He sits there thinks how much he loves her and never wants to know what it feels like to be or even live with out her. He tells her to look at him, She looks, Eyes half open but still able to see his sexy eyes and hair. He looks at her her holding her face and says ?I LOVE YOU?. She smiles really big and says it back and they kiss and go to sleep knowing they are madly in love and they never want to be apart. wanting more just to hold her or to see him.
Just laying there they think of each other.


Saide
1-16-08

It's You
Your the one I want,
the man I desire.
Even with my crushes and flings
and other little things.
There's no competition,
there's no fight to win,
it will always be you
I want in the end.


Forever
I've known you for only
a short period of time,
but I feel as if
I've known you forever.
I can't help but love you -
Love your lips against mine,
Soul to soul,
Heart to heart.
I can't help but want you,
Wanting you next to me,
Loving me,
Holding me.
With out you My life would feel so empty,
Then there you are when I am down,
Making my frowns into giggles,
And giggles into I Love You's.
My heart it beats for you,
Beating your name while I sleep.
My thoughts of you are all pure of heart,
From my soul.
I often think of you,
Then a silly tingling feeling
rushes through my body,
And I hope you are thinking of me.
I can't help but love you,
Love the way you love me,
And love the feelings we have.
Love you even when you are mad at me
Love you when it seems like no one else cares and I tremble with joy
at your every touch.
The feel of your hand taking mine -
I want you to hold it forever.
I glow with happiness
every time you're near.
I want you near me now,
I want to be with you forever.
My knees grow weak
in your loving arms.
I want to stay there,
I want you to hold me forever.
My body melts
with every kiss you give.
Just the thought of your lips on mine -
I want you to kiss me forever.-
I will love you forever

Done Trying
That one rope is brakeing,
I cant hold it anymore.
I'm sliping and no one can see that.
People all around me are sliping but not careing.
Why?
I'm Slowing giving up,
And dieing of so much pain and furstrashion.
I just cant hold in no more to that hopeing that things will change.
I'm done trying.
One person can only hold on for so long til they start geting sore,
To were they do not care no more to hold on.
Does that show we are weak if we fall?
I'm tired and to rest,
so you can move on and i'll stay here with my heart slowly dieing.
I'm on my own and I don't mind.
I'm Done Trying.

*Saide*
12/9/07

I love you so much that nothing can change that.
i hate that i can't see you no more, just cause i had to see you, i feel like shit. man i need you but yet i can't have you. just cause i screw up once, babe i need you and nothing else. i wish you were here right not to hold me and tell me things are going to be ok, cause thats all i want.

How Did I?

How did i get you?
So perfect, no flaws.
You look in my eyes with no lies.
How do u do it?
You drive me crazy,
Wethers it's holding me or kissing me,
just touching drives crazy.
When it's just me i?m scared,
But with you i'm fearless.
When your gone,
Your what i miss,
And what i need is just a simple kiss.
I love you is what you say while we lay in bed,
I love you too.
How do you do it?
So perfect, and no flaws.
I wonder at night how did i get you,
How Did I?

Saide

How do u deal with the pain of not being able to see the one you love more then life, but yet everything in you tells you to just end the best thing in your life, but yet you don't want to let go, and you don't know how to.
How do you wipe the tears away when all u can do is just cry to help your self. whats happens when he's the only thing in life that you want, and matters.
why is it when something in your life make you feel so special, and all you can do is just sit there and not do nothing.
But all you want is just to run away or kill yourself.
If you can't have that one person you love. and you know u care bought him so much cause you cry non-stop for him just to hold you, or tell you everythings going to be ok. all i can say is that i need you and i want you baby. and i won't give up for us. and thats all i know.

i want you josh and no one else.
*saide*

When it?s all over

All i think is when are the memories going to end,
when will this pain vanish.
when will i be a normal person, not feeling so much hate and lonelyness inside.
when it?s all over will i feel better?
if i decide to cut my wrist would i feel better inside,
knowing the pain in side is just covered up with the pain and blood running down my skin.
maybe if i just end my life i won?t worry bought my problems anymore.
when it?s over, will my pain lenger?
i donno, maybe i guess it?s time i find out.

when it?s all over will i feel it?
*saide*
10/1/07

Song Of Jack


my name is jack,
i do a bunch of crak,
that makes my back wack,
i live in a house,
my best friend is a mouse ,
his name is bob that ilives in a cob, who has a dog named rob
we have no job,
who?s friends with josh that say's OH MY GOSH?
who friends name is fred who sleeps in bed with greg.

OH SNAPS THATS PIMP.

The kiss

When our lips touch can you feel the magic between our lips.
When you touch me,
it's like you know what to do.
When our bodys touch i feel the power and heat like eletricity running thru our body,
like we were ment to be.
Every time i see you,
i can't wait to touch you or for our lips to fall in to place.
And after all this,
all i can think is luckey i am to have you in my life.

Please Don't Leave!
I gave you my heart so please dont brake it.
Prove to me your not going to hurt me.
Don't throw my heart on the ground.
If you do at least give it back to me,
Don't make it to were i have to cut my self for the pain to go away.
Dont leave me in pieces that i have to put togather.
Help me get over this pain, just grab me and kiss me to let me know i'm yours
Hold me at my lowest point so that i know not to let go of you when i feel like there is no more life in me.
Push me to go on in this miserable life that has no meaning to me.
prove to me that you love me with every word you say and every touch,
Teach me that there is more life then just death.
Let me know that when i put my hand out your going to grab it.
Also let me know that if i ever fell to the ground bleeding that you would be ther helping me.
Help sew my heart back to gather and dry these tears that are rolling down my cheek like blood in the body.
prove to me you need me more then i need a knife.
Listen to my phone calls when i'm crying.
Don't go to my front door and tell me you don't need me.

Please Don't Leave!
*saide*
10/1/07