Saides Love

How do u deal with the pain of not being able to see the one you love more then life, but yet everything in you tells you to just end the best thing in your life, but yet you don't want to let go, and you don't know how to.
How do you wipe the tears away when all u can do is just cry to help your self. whats happens when he's the only thing in life that you want, and matters.
why is it when something in your life make you feel so special, and all you can do is just sit there and not do nothing.
But all you want is just to run away or kill yourself.
If you can't have that one person you love. and you know u care bought him so much cause you cry non-stop for him just to hold you, or tell you everythings going to be ok. all i can say is that i need you and i want you baby. and i won't give up for us. and thats all i know.

i want you josh and no one else.
*saide*