I sit hear wondering if maybe there is a chance for me and him but i wonder and i don?t think so, but then again it?s like things between us have gotten and good, like super good and i like that i it makes me wonder if we can give it another chance and it last and him see how much i have change and how much i love him, but he is so happy and she will never find another one like him. but it kills me when he says i have no problems i?m not on the defence with her and stuff like that. but i really don?t want it to be like that. when i lost it i thought my orld was over, till i realize i?ll get it back most likly. hopefully,
and that i need to realize that the world will keep turning no matter what and i?ll find another one just as good and maybe it will work but i can only see and see what it?s like before i fall for one lil fish in the sea.
I guess just wait and see. but i hope for me and him finds its way thru this long horrible tunnel.
5/5/08
Muah
Saide
:P