When it?s all over

All i think is when are the memories going to end,
when will this pain vanish.
when will i be a normal person, not feeling so much hate and lonelyness inside.
when it?s all over will i feel better?
if i decide to cut my wrist would i feel better inside,
knowing the pain in side is just covered up with the pain and blood running down my skin.
maybe if i just end my life i won?t worry bought my problems anymore.
when it?s over, will my pain lenger?
i donno, maybe i guess it?s time i find out.

when it?s all over will i feel it?
*saide*
10/1/07