these are the best days of our lives

Kelsey's house was fun, we didnt do much but go on a walk and then we watched some movies, and i brought over a cucumber because i wanted it, and when we cut it they re united me into the singles group. it was fun, and allison broke out into song, singing this song thats like "all the single ladies" and its really obnoxious.  haha it was silly.  and we fell asleep eventually we moved into the guest room and all managed to fit on the queen size bed. and that bed is quite uncomfortable super hard. 

From there i went to vittorias house, hunter was there too. Vittorias mom was also babysitting a girl named april. Anyways we went outside and swung and layed in the sand, it was wonderful cause the sand was cold and it was comfortable, and we played with a little froggie and me and hunter named it Toby cause it was adorable, hunter was cute too though while he chased it around. I was almost falling asleep there, but after thhat we went upstairs and shaved hunter's legs and talked about sexual things, and that conversation carried us into the hot tub to get the sand off all of us. it was a succesess! I like hot tubs. Like i think if i had a list of best kisses, Like even after the future and i kissed more people i think  that that one time at anns when i kissed sam like over the hot tub cause he didnt get in, would be on that list, right now its probally my favorite kiss ever cause im weird and it was like super yay. this is my shallow post.

The whole time me and vittoria raped eachother kinda. and somtimes hunter came but then vittoria was like noooooooooooooo i has a boyfriend. So yeah hot tubs are fun. but it might just be the fact that your half naked, because there isnt much to bathing suits. Half naked and wet. ?

and then i was talkin to vittoria about boys and stuff, and we were thinking the boys have this like "I have been dumped cult" because theres omar, and sam and they talk to eachother im sure and im sure there not making eachother feel any better, and then theres jeremy and his girlfriend broke up with him too, like right now i just feel like theres a big li ne between boys and girls, but thats only because i havent talked to the person i talked to the most for like a week i  guess, and the "group" all the way back from 8th grade has spilt like that because all that was left was vittoria me and omar, and i guess hunter, but he's more on our side. Then theres Hunter P and its not that he got dumped but he's on the whole man side thing, where they talk about "deep" stuff or somthing And its like when they talk about that, i do feel like there all trying to be like yeah i realize this im all high and mighty, oh and teddy got broken up with too. I guess its more like the boys are the ones who are sad and think negatively with an exeption  to hunter M, and all the girls are happy like kelsey, allison, me, vittoria, and i think thats weird because i feel like girls are the ones that are more emotional, i think boys get angry faster, but girls are the annoyign whinny ones who get sad over things.

One thing thats really annoying is that sam is one of the few boys that dont like get mad, and it makes me mad because its like he had a  like easy going and understanding about him that  most boys dont, but then it was just like he doesnt like outside ness, and i like campign and i want to be with somone that will go on adventures with me, but i dont want to be the one to make them, they should like it too. like my mom likes camping, but my dad never would go with her. My dad like wouldnt do anything, and sam like doesnt swim and wont ride roller coasters, but thats who he is, and theres nothing wrong with that, its just not somthing i want. And i dont really like dogs, i mean i would get one, if i could afford one, and if everyone i lived with wanted one, because i dont care that much, i just dont liek that dogs breathe heavily, and smell bad. And i like Children. I mean i dont want like 5 or anything and i dont really care how many i have i guess it depends on how many, i can afford. I dont know where this little paragraph was going, or where it came from but there yahh go.

I had three Seperate dreams last night. Im not sure on what order they came as.

I was with a group of friends and they were all smoking, and drinking, and then i got in the car with them, so they could take me home, but they were driving and swerveing all over the place since they were drunk and it was scary i told them that i was better off driving, so i drove a little just far enough to get to wear i was in walking distance to my house, because i had neither a learners permit or a lisence, so i shouldnt have been driving, i pulled over at some place and then a bunch of cops were all over the place, and Kyle hill pops up and points out that i had a zip lock full of weed and he pointed it out because it was sticking noticibly out of my bag. So i grabbed my bag and burried it farther down, but when i looked up a cop reached in my direction and i shouted a dramatic NOOOOO when i realized the police man wernt reaching for me i saw they were reaching for the small dog beside me, and i quickly covered up my false panic with.....NOOO THATS MY DOG. clever i know. I tried to casually Slip out of the area, but i failed and a female cop ran twords me, i ran too. Mistake number two. never run from the cops. I made it to my house i ran in and quickly turned to apply the safty lock, it worked, i just needed enough time to hid the drugs in my house, enough time to get them off my me. by the time i hid them she was banging impatiently on the door, i opened it and woke up.

I was at my home, which resembled a Video game located in china. there were slidding doors to almost every room. Someone else was nocking on the door, but when i answered they were very tall they barged in, they might as well not have even knocked. Then i noticed that they didnt have hands, but tenticles. Aliens. They were like a combination between Men in black and ET. I Launched myself into a hideing place where i watched through a crack in the wall as they beamed and tore the place down with lazers, it was so bright, it was painful. They were looking for somthing, but i wasnt sure what it was, until i saw my chance to get out, and i new just what they wanted. It didnt have a name nor a shape. IT was more like an element. and only i had it. I went to school. It had already started. but i noticed, that they had made there way there as well. I was in history and the hallway was suddenly my high way i forced the element onto a dest and that created transportation i got in a rolly chair and help on for my life as i flew past the bystanders in the hall. Deven church (a kid from school who i have known since 1st grade) was admireing my ride. When i flew past him i made it outside, i was going to keep going, i would have made it.. but i looked back.. and then i thought .. and somehow i knew that the aleins where on out side. they were good. it was an instinct but one i couldnt go aginst, i went back for them, i went back onto this hill where they were waiting. as if the new i would come to this choice, i gave up my element, and then they were gone.

A trip to the beach with a new family, one that was pale, like the charachters in my book they were vampires and i was too.  Vittoria was there with me, and we spent the day with our  boy friends, she had jayson and i never saw who i had, but he was there and we had alot of fun, they had to leave though but only for a little, me and vittoria had to stay. We sat ontop of somthing tall and absorbed the colors of the sunset, when we saw four kids, only 14, appeared and dove right into  the water, we joined then, but without talking to them. And thats when one of the girls went  down and didnt come back up, instinctivly vittoria swam, having un normally fast swimming skills, they kids noticed but i told them, yeah she was on swim team ever since she was 4.  they bought it for the most part, besides there concern was on their friend, vittoria got her to shore, but it was to late, and the girl was only a peice of cloth, however the cloth was breathing. IT was weird and all the facial features had washed away, except two beads that were red, they represented her eyes, and then her breathign stopped and her eyes disconnected, and she was gone forever. I felt alot of remorse, but not for the girl who died, but for the ones who survived, they would have to tell her parents, and they would be suffering just as much, I wanted to end it for them, but i couldnt.