1:15 PM - hot tub ;)
Kelsey's house was fun, we didnt do much but go on a walk and then we watched some movies, and i brought over a cucumber because i wanted it, and when we cut it they re united me into the singles group. it was fun, and allison broke out into song, singing this song thats like "all the single ladies" and its really obnoxious. haha it was silly. and we fell asleep eventually we moved into the guest room and all managed to fit on the queen size bed. and that bed is quite uncomfortable super hard.
From there i went to vittorias house, hunter was there too. Vittorias mom was also babysitting a girl named april. Anyways we went outside and swung and layed in the sand, it was wonderful cause the sand was cold and it was comfortable, and we played with a little froggie and me and hunter named it Toby cause it was adorable, hunter was cute too though while he chased it around. I was almost falling asleep there, but after thhat we went upstairs and shaved hunter's legs and talked about sexual things, and that conversation carried us into the hot tub to get the sand off all of us. it was a succesess! I like hot tubs. Like i think if i had a list of best kisses, Like even after the future and i kissed more people i think that that one time at anns when i kissed sam like over the hot tub cause he didnt get in, would be on that list, right now its probally my favorite kiss ever cause im weird and it was like super yay. this is my shallow post.
The whole time me and vittoria raped eachother kinda. and somtimes hunter came but then vittoria was like noooooooooooooo i has a boyfriend. So yeah hot tubs are fun. but it might just be the fact that your half naked, because there isnt much to bathing suits. Half naked and wet. ?
and then i was talkin to vittoria about boys and stuff, and we were thinking the boys have this like "I have been dumped cult" because theres omar, and sam and they talk to eachother im sure and im sure there not making eachother feel any better, and then theres jeremy and his girlfriend broke up with him too, like right now i just feel like theres a big li ne between boys and girls, but thats only because i havent talked to the person i talked to the most for like a week i guess, and the "group" all the way back from 8th grade has spilt like that because all that was left was vittoria me and omar, and i guess hunter, but he's more on our side. Then theres Hunter P and its not that he got dumped but he's on the whole man side thing, where they talk about "deep" stuff or somthing And its like when they talk about that, i do feel like there all trying to be like yeah i realize this im all high and mighty, oh and teddy got broken up with too. I guess its more like the boys are the ones who are sad and think negatively with an exeption to hunter M, and all the girls are happy like kelsey, allison, me, vittoria, and i think thats weird because i feel like girls are the ones that are more emotional, i think boys get angry faster, but girls are the annoyign whinny ones who get sad over things.
One thing thats really annoying is that sam is one of the few boys that dont like get mad, and it makes me mad because its like he had a like easy going and understanding about him that most boys dont, but then it was just like he doesnt like outside ness, and i like campign and i want to be with somone that will go on adventures with me, but i dont want to be the one to make them, they should like it too. like my mom likes camping, but my dad never would go with her. My dad like wouldnt do anything, and sam like doesnt swim and wont ride roller coasters, but thats who he is, and theres nothing wrong with that, its just not somthing i want. And i dont really like dogs, i mean i would get one, if i could afford one, and if everyone i lived with wanted one, because i dont care that much, i just dont liek that dogs breathe heavily, and smell bad. And i like Children. I mean i dont want like 5 or anything and i dont really care how many i have i guess it depends on how many, i can afford. I dont know where this little paragraph was going, or where it came from but there yahh go.