I want to go home .

I couldn't say i hate jessica enough. So it was just your typical jessica trying to be controling, like shes my mom and i have had enough, for some reason the pretending was not good enough for me today, but in closer detail.
So i was talking to my mom, not jessica my mom, about Helping them clean the house, sure i should do it for free, but thats what i usually do, and at this point i want money for AMA.. and she siad that thats fine, (since she usually pays jessica to clean, even though she does shit, and shes the one who makes the mess in the first place, i mean seriously. ) So then jessica jumps in with, "we have no money, she shouldnt have to pay you to clean" .. and i mean sure she has a point, but this is not her conversation, and with jessica this statment is different then if anyone else siad it, First of all...jessica never does anything for free, she has to gain something, other then the thrill of being nice. second of all.. Jessica only cares abotu spending money when it is not on her. Its not her money to spend, but she acts like it is, if i want something, even the tiniest of thing, she goes off and me and then two minuetes later she will ask for something and its ok. SO that annoyed me, and then we got into a verbal arguement, because I was like, ok i wasnt talking to you, and your really one to talk . You never work unless you get paid, and then shes like you never do anything, and that pisses me off. I have not done anything recentlly because i dont live here, why should i have to clean up after them? But when i did live here i would help my mom clean for things, while she does it for money i wouldnt, and she never would give me any credit.. but i would always be the one doing most of the work, you have no idea how frustrating that is, If im not getting paid, the lest she could give me was some credit. Free of charge. I knew this conversation would not go any where, because it happens alot, because of all the things i let her say, and let them slide that is not one, i wont some freeking appreciation. Look at your house. How can you say i make the mess, when it was already here? What is a year not long enough for me to have been gone? I mean donnt tell me that this is my mess from last year.

(haha shes trying to get in the house, i locked her out, but we'll get there in a minuete, Surprisingly shes thin enough to Fit through the window, hm its a tight fit. )

SO i just finally, shut up, and i was like.. mom? seriously... your trying to talk to me, your just going to let her but in. Your the Adult.. stop just fucking sitting there, Why do you think you have no damn authority, because YOU do this!! you dont do anything.

Eventually she shut up, and i went on, SHe was about to write down a list of things i could do, I am tired of wasteing my time, and i have nothing better to do here, other then blog, and im not in the mood to actually do anything other then play the sims, because i want to so bad, so nothing else is worth it even though i dont even have the sims yet.
Thats when my mom siad something out loud, and oh god jessica thinks i dont know what it means to clean and starts filling me in on every little thing, like OH AND you have to do this and this and this.. and im sitting there, liek your not mom, and yeah that all follows in the same room, and it was really pissing me off, so i told her to stop talking and that if she didnt i was going to punch her in the face. She kept going about how i cant do things right and more blah blah no shit information, SO i got up, and she through her legs at me, like that was really going to do anything, and i punched her in the face, but i could only really reach her, forhead, hair line area. Then that dumbass throws her phone, like thats really going to do anything to me, and it hit the lamp, the pretty blue one, and it shattered, i mean i told her i was going to punch her did she not believe me, i told her more then once. She should have believed me, and damn did that feel so much better then it does in my head. She has not taken responsibility, for breaking the lamp and she wont. Its ridiculous. God, I hate jessica, if i can come close to expressing that emotion, thats the closest i will ever get .
Then she ran away like the little sissy she is, Like she always has done, she runs away while im here, enjoying the space with out her.
You can push me, but eventually it will be to far, were all time bombs, waiting to go off. And then just re set ourselves, its how it is.
My wrist hurt, and so it was worth it. The idiot, complained like OHH MY HEADS BLEEDING. please, you dont bleed from being punched, not by me.. i mean i know im buff and all but not that buff, and i did not have a clear shot, but i did get her good, it hurt my wrist . The only time i would believe anythign was bleeding would be if i hit her in the nose. not the forhead.. i wanted her eye or her nose, thats what i was aiming for but her legs got in the way. Stupid dramatic there was no blood. She acted as if it were all over her hand like she could even see her head if there was, i mean there was none on her hands. Amuseing.
I was so raged though, i wish i could have punched her so much more, isnt that horrible. Like they do in movies, The way they just beat someone up, i never got how people could be like that? Just beat somone, but Being so angry.. well its not that hard to want to just beat someone senseless.
I called vittoria, i needed to call someone, hunter or vittoria but vittoria is on speed dile. And i did not want hunter to think of me as a dramatic sychotic or something.
She calmed me down a bit, She made me el oh el. But my phone died on her, so darn.

I want to go home.