Dustin's b-day is tomorrow (7 september). i am gunna mail him. he is so awsum. it must suck for him to not be able to see his frinds and family on his b-day. I really miss him. its funny- I havnt been this happy in a wile. i wunder wat he does in iraq. I havnt talked to him in 3 days.

today was Dustin's b-day. I  coodnt email him. I felt so bad. he probably thinks i forgot him (I cood never forget him). I will email him tomorrow. there is so much I have to tell him. I hope he had a good b-day. sure, he coodnt b with family nd frinds, but I hope he made the best of it. it must be hard for him over there in Iraq. I hope he is ok. I really miss him. evrything is all so confusing. his picture is a constant reminder evry day to be all that I can nd give the world my best. its great that he made an influentia, impact on my life.

Dustin has done and still does so much for me, he just doesnt noyice it. he is such a great guy. idk...wats rong with me? on the day that he comforted me i was crying. the next  day he told me "the next time you cry around me, I am gunna do something." I wunder wat he meant by that. I always think about him, its hard not to. I got to talk to Dustin today, he emailed me. it was great that I got to talk to him today, it mad me the happiest persun ever.

zI havnt taled to him today. I miss Dustin a ton, he knows it. I am real happy I met him. there are some things I dont want him to know, but yet, I want him to know evrything. i wunder wat he thinks of me. I hope I get to talk to him soon.  its hard wakin up knowin he aint there. I worry about him all the time. He is the greatest persun i have ever met. he knows how to treat people. I talked to him tonite. I hope I talk to him agin tomorrow. the only resun I do good in scool is b/c I dont wanna disappoint him. if n/e thing were to happen to him, idk wat i wood do. he is my world.