zI havnt taled to him today. I miss Dustin a ton, he knows it. I am real happy I met him. there are some things I dont want him to know, but yet, I want him to know evrything. i wunder wat he thinks of me. I hope I get to talk to him soon.  its hard wakin up knowin he aint there. I worry about him all the time. He is the greatest persun i have ever met. he knows how to treat people. I talked to him tonite. I hope I talk to him agin tomorrow. the only resun I do good in scool is b/c I dont wanna disappoint him. if n/e thing were to happen to him, idk wat i wood do. he is my world.