I am writing this journal to figure myself out. I'm suppose to write what I feel about certain stuff that happens to me. I honestly don't think that this is gonna be a success because I'll probably end up writing stupid bullshit that was just completely random and off topic. I did that with the journal I had before. Maybe its good to write whatever comes to my mind. No matter how random. Or would it be better to organize it? Ill figure it out. Here's some info for right now:
My name is Leasia Denise Anderson
If I were to become a man I would name myself Leon Dennis Anderson
I'm 14
I'm going to be a freshman at Stem High school (Class of 2016!!)
I'm forgetful
I have a very active imagination
I'm a day dreamer
I'm unorganized
I like to start writing stores but I never finish them
I am untalented (Its okay I can accept it)
I am lazy (I think that's a good trait.)
When I leave the house I always have to look decent
I'm funny
I'm creative
I am an in the closet Atheist (My family would freak if they knew that)
I am a loyal person
I think before I act most of the time
I like being weird (Funny or different weird. Not just plain out weird that would be weird. :)
I compare myself to people. (I'm trying to stop)
I'm in the middle of nice and mean because I can be really nice sometimes and sometimes super mean
I don't like making new friends. (The beginning of the conversation is awkward for me)

That's all I can think of right now. I'm listing to Tyler the creator right now. I like his music. Hes atheist too. (Not that I don't like christians) Hes a good rapper and I enjoy listing to him. Along with Hoodie Allen Eminem and Machine Gun Kelly. I play there songs when I'm nervous or I need to take my mind off things. There real to me. Lil Wayne and all the other famous rappers rap about the hood but I could care less about the hood and the bitch you fucked last night. I still like there songs though, Drake is one of my fave rappers. I don't like people listing to my ipod because they comment on my music. I listen to a lot of things. Including white people music. I like Mayday Parade and We The Kings and Paramore and whoever else is on my Ipod. I'm still black! Just because I like different types of music besides "Drop that ass on the floor make that ass shake I'm getting money" doesnt make me white. But I'm expected to just like black music because I'm black. That pisses me off sometimes. I am an open mined person I like all types of anything and I'm open to anything different. Id rather just keep my music to myself so I wont be called white girl and I don't have to constanly ansert the question "What is this?" But I'm starting not care what people think as much a I use to. I'm getting more comfortable just being me (whoever I am).