Tayyy's Life

it's sunday! boo...another FULL week of school until a weekend..i love the weekends (relaxing!!) and you don't have to put up with any drama or you don't have to do homework! i absolutely do not want to go back to school. since i am feeling sort of bad, like i basically cant breathe out of my nose. but everything else besides that is OK. but i haven't heard from ANY of my friends this weekend. Usually one or maybe two people call me just to talk or we hang out. but no. not this weekend. probably nobody wants to come near miss stuffy nose and get sick. sorry, i'll stop dwelling on pointless things that don't make sense making a big deal out of. my brothers have been real good, though. they haven't been bothering me (since i'm sort of sick....yay) and now i don't have to scream at the little guys for almost electrocuting themselves. yes, that almost happened, but i wasn't even home. it was all my older brother's fault...he was pigging out on black licorice (which is gross to me, but red licorice i like). as you can tell when i write here, i sort of babble on about random stuff. which is what a journal (or blog) is. i read the kids' version of marley and me (i could probably read the adult book but its way sadder) and i cried. it's so sad if you've read it! i won't give away the ending (for those of you haven't seen the movie/read the book) and i don't want to spoil it. but its a great book anyway. 

hope everyone has a great sunday! i'm sure today will be a yay day. 

~Tay

i was just thinking about friends. in general. like, everyone has a best friend in first grade. (i'm assuming that.). but when you're in sixth grade, you may not have the same best friend. is that true? the truth about me, i have friends, close friends, then best friends (or BFF's, that's fun to say). my best friend in first grade was a BFF, but now she's  a close/BFF friend. since we're not in the same class, i hardly see her at all. but another friend of mine didn't know me in first grade. we met in second grade. and then we were friends from then on. she's one of those rare friends that you will find-the ones that are like a vault, that never spill ANY secrets, no matter if its tiny or huge. i love having friends like that because you can confide in them. i have a lot of close friends, and then just one or two plain old friends. if all of my friends (including close and BFFs) took a "how well do you know tay" test, the Friends would score a 68, the Close friends would score a 90, and the BFFs would score an 100. that's how much you can tell that a person knows you. but i know all about the change thing where your best friend can drop you for some other "cooler" girl. (cooler is always the case, i've learned.) I know it doesn't happen THAT often, but i'm always on the lookout. what would i do if it happened to me? that's a good question. the answer is i don't know. but all of my friends are always there for me, so i don't think it's gonna happen anytime soon. does anyone else feel the same way?c ya later. 

~Tay

i've been pondering thoughts now for a little bit. like how different friends can really be. and how different two people can really be, when you think they're exactly the same. whatever that is. anyway, i was just thinking about two of my friends. one of them, she's really hyper sometimes but she too (like me, thank god i'm not the ONLY one) is getting into the makeup thing. i'm her friend and yeah, she can make some drama but she's really awesome! and everyone else is like "geeze, you put on so much mascara!" to her. i think about sticking up for her, because she IS my friend, after all, but i try to speak but nothing comes out. has that ever happened to anyone else? i wanna stick up for her! i want to defend her-but my mouth won't let me! plus sometimes people think she's mean-but she just is trying to crack a joke (and sometimes they don't turn out that good) but who cares? the other one is kind of gossipy (well, aren't we all sometimes) but she talks about OUR friends behind their backs so it worries me that she talks about ME. okay, so i get the point that we all do (okay, i'll admit that I do, but mostly in NICE ways! because i hate mean stuff!) talk about people, but we just don't really mean it. and i don't like how she gossips about even the NICEST people on the planet! i just don't get her sometimes. (by the way, the "gossipy" one is bumblebee). i have tons of friends, and i can hang out with everybody, but this one friend...she is really just switching from good and bad A LOT these days. i'm just SOOOO confused! but i know things will get lucky-because St. Patrick's day is coming right up! around the corner! so all this friend nonsense will soon clear up!