Tayyy's Life

i've been pondering thoughts now for a little bit. like how different friends can really be. and how different two people can really be, when you think they're exactly the same. whatever that is. anyway, i was just thinking about two of my friends. one of them, she's really hyper sometimes but she too (like me, thank god i'm not the ONLY one) is getting into the makeup thing. i'm her friend and yeah, she can make some drama but she's really awesome! and everyone else is like "geeze, you put on so much mascara!" to her. i think about sticking up for her, because she IS my friend, after all, but i try to speak but nothing comes out. has that ever happened to anyone else? i wanna stick up for her! i want to defend her-but my mouth won't let me! plus sometimes people think she's mean-but she just is trying to crack a joke (and sometimes they don't turn out that good) but who cares? the other one is kind of gossipy (well, aren't we all sometimes) but she talks about OUR friends behind their backs so it worries me that she talks about ME. okay, so i get the point that we all do (okay, i'll admit that I do, but mostly in NICE ways! because i hate mean stuff!) talk about people, but we just don't really mean it. and i don't like how she gossips about even the NICEST people on the planet! i just don't get her sometimes. (by the way, the "gossipy" one is bumblebee). i have tons of friends, and i can hang out with everybody, but this one friend...she is really just switching from good and bad A LOT these days. i'm just SOOOO confused! but i know things will get lucky-because St. Patrick's day is coming right up! around the corner! so all this friend nonsense will soon clear up!