Tayyy's Life

 May!!! I am so happy. School is almost out, stuff like that. A lot of things have changed since i wrote last, but a lot for the better...so that's good. My teacher rite now is being really mean and making us do all of this stuff and this week we have this thing where we do all these projects and show them to the parents cause they're on display. Well, my teacher is rushing through a lot of stuff and getting mad at US, the students, who haven't done anything wrong. Just not fair! But I am so ready for the summer where i go and visit so many different places, its awesome. anyone ever heard of st. maarten? if u have and if u have been there please let me know because i am going there this summer! i really want to know more about it not just from some internet article or whatever. has anyone ever been to i has a cheezburger or i has a hot dog website? it is really cool lotsa LOL dog/cat pix...also if u have the iphone or itouch u can get the app! so please post a comment if u know anything about st. maarten/st. marten! thanx!

i've been pondering thoughts now for a little bit. like how different friends can really be. and how different two people can really be, when you think they're exactly the same. whatever that is. anyway, i was just thinking about two of my friends. one of them, she's really hyper sometimes but she too (like me, thank god i'm not the ONLY one) is getting into the makeup thing. i'm her friend and yeah, she can make some drama but she's really awesome! and everyone else is like "geeze, you put on so much mascara!" to her. i think about sticking up for her, because she IS my friend, after all, but i try to speak but nothing comes out. has that ever happened to anyone else? i wanna stick up for her! i want to defend her-but my mouth won't let me! plus sometimes people think she's mean-but she just is trying to crack a joke (and sometimes they don't turn out that good) but who cares? the other one is kind of gossipy (well, aren't we all sometimes) but she talks about OUR friends behind their backs so it worries me that she talks about ME. okay, so i get the point that we all do (okay, i'll admit that I do, but mostly in NICE ways! because i hate mean stuff!) talk about people, but we just don't really mean it. and i don't like how she gossips about even the NICEST people on the planet! i just don't get her sometimes. (by the way, the "gossipy" one is bumblebee). i have tons of friends, and i can hang out with everybody, but this one friend...she is really just switching from good and bad A LOT these days. i'm just SOOOO confused! but i know things will get lucky-because St. Patrick's day is coming right up! around the corner! so all this friend nonsense will soon clear up!
 

i was just thinking about friends. in general. like, everyone has a best friend in first grade. (i'm assuming that.). but when you're in sixth grade, you may not have the same best friend. is that true? the truth about me, i have friends, close friends, then best friends (or BFF's, that's fun to say). my best friend in first grade was a BFF, but now she's  a close/BFF friend. since we're not in the same class, i hardly see her at all. but another friend of mine didn't know me in first grade. we met in second grade. and then we were friends from then on. she's one of those rare friends that you will find-the ones that are like a vault, that never spill ANY secrets, no matter if its tiny or huge. i love having friends like that because you can confide in them. i have a lot of close friends, and then just one or two plain old friends. if all of my friends (including close and BFFs) took a "how well do you know tay" test, the Friends would score a 68, the Close friends would score a 90, and the BFFs would score an 100. that's how much you can tell that a person knows you. but i know all about the change thing where your best friend can drop you for some other "cooler" girl. (cooler is always the case, i've learned.) I know it doesn't happen THAT often, but i'm always on the lookout. what would i do if it happened to me? that's a good question. the answer is i don't know. but all of my friends are always there for me, so i don't think it's gonna happen anytime soon. does anyone else feel the same way?c ya later. 

~Tay

it's sunday! boo...another FULL week of school until a weekend..i love the weekends (relaxing!!) and you don't have to put up with any drama or you don't have to do homework! i absolutely do not want to go back to school. since i am feeling sort of bad, like i basically cant breathe out of my nose. but everything else besides that is OK. but i haven't heard from ANY of my friends this weekend. Usually one or maybe two people call me just to talk or we hang out. but no. not this weekend. probably nobody wants to come near miss stuffy nose and get sick. sorry, i'll stop dwelling on pointless things that don't make sense making a big deal out of. my brothers have been real good, though. they haven't been bothering me (since i'm sort of sick....yay) and now i don't have to scream at the little guys for almost electrocuting themselves. yes, that almost happened, but i wasn't even home. it was all my older brother's fault...he was pigging out on black licorice (which is gross to me, but red licorice i like). as you can tell when i write here, i sort of babble on about random stuff. which is what a journal (or blog) is. i read the kids' version of marley and me (i could probably read the adult book but its way sadder) and i cried. it's so sad if you've read it! i won't give away the ending (for those of you haven't seen the movie/read the book) and i don't want to spoil it. but its a great book anyway. 

hope everyone has a great sunday! i'm sure today will be a yay day. 

~Tay

 i have nothing else to say now. seriously. i think i've written everything i can possibly think of-okay, maybe not everything. oh, a shout-out to everyone reading this: please comment on my stuff! i like reading what other people have to say. thanx people! and u don't even need to comment-just say stuff! 

my bad day turned into a YAYYY for TAYYY day!

do you have a person who just WON'T stop bugging you? that's me. this girl (i don't wanna mention names, incase she finds this and is like WHAT?) always hates people. she begs people for money at my school's vending machine. she buys like ten bags of chips each day-how many chips does one person need a day? no offense to people, but eleventeen bags of chips each day does NOT make you any skinnier. Just an FYI thing. She used to steal some of my stuff (things from my house, food) and not give it back, and then physically hurt me. is there such thing called friend-abuse? well, there should be if there isn't. yes, that's right, she PRETENDED to be my friend. now she hangs out with a Nobody at my school. Nobody wants to hang out with either of them, so they hang out (only because Chip Girl gets money). there's this other girl who really doesn't like me sometimes...she's just mean for no reason (that's bumblebee girl...read another section of my blog to find out about bumblebee girl) and last year she hated my guts but now it seems like we're friends. i hope we're really friends and not just "fake" friends. if she's a frenemy, i will hate her for life. does anything like this happen to YOU? I'm in a happier mood now...yay!!

 i was bored so i went to play on my wii...i only have a few games but they're fun. my favorites are animal crossing and we ski. i love skiiing, as i think i've said earlier. it lifted my crappy feeling, for sure! i am feeling so much better!

i know, i know, i'm on here for what seems like every second. but i like to write and put down my feelings, thoughts, etc. agh!!! my brains are being blown out by a plane taking off right over my head-ahh, good, it's gone. i love the days when they land over my house, because then i get some peace and quiet. my BFF emma is currently sick, and i feel bad for her. :(. i just have a cold, like i mentioned earlier. there is not one single speck of sunshine outside today. that really stinks, cause i love when it's nice and sunny and blue sky. well i guess the crappy day outside matches my crappy feeling. i write way too much. no, i realize that. i guess you guys are sick of me nagging on and on about my crappy day today. i will switch subjects if i feel ever like posting again later, which obviously i will. i hope somebody else is feeling GREAT for a change, since I'm just feeling okay.

RANDOM QUESTION: Has anyone ever been to Australia?

I wrote this pathetic little book about Australia on my laptop and now i kind of want to visit there. Is it really amazing like some people tell me? I WANT TO KNOW!! I know I'll probably never go this year (I'm going to Maui, Hawaii in like 4 or 3 weeks!!) but i just wanna know about it!

today is really the worst day! it is gross out and i have a head cold. o well. i feel fine tho, it's just a stuffy nose that makes me sound like "hello, by dame is Bay", not like "Hello, my name is Tay". It gets annoying. any way i am kind of mad too...one of my really good friends made me feel bad yesterday...i guess the bad luck part of friday the 13th? she said "oh my god, you always wear a jacket and tanktop under your shirt" blah blah blah. i mean, she can't judge my style! she really has no style and wears sometimes not good looks, like this one shirt that's black and yellow. i call her bumblebee in my head. oh gosh, is that mean of me? crap, i'm badmouthing one of my friends. but has that ever happened to any one out here? plus she's kind of mad i accidentially got the same shoes as her. but who cares? i don't. i hope some people are having a good day (unlike me...my day is OK)

 hi. this is my blog i guess. i really like to write but typing is much faster and i can never fill up an entire notebook. i've tried (in my younger years, when i was like four) and i just ended up scribbling random stuff in it. but this is so much easier. you don't have to search and search for a pen or pencil. plus you just post it, and it's actually readable. okay enough about that, lets put the spotlight on me.

i'm taylor but i go as tay, and accidentially when i was making the user name i typed in three y's so its tayyy, but i'm actually fine with it. most of my friends call me tay. i'm eleven. i have three annoying brothers, one older one (who's a year older than me) and two younger ones (one is two years younger and the other one is three years younger than me). i love dogs and i'm getting a puppy in the fall! i don't know what kind, but it's a sealed deal that we're getting one. my favorite WARM place to vacation is Hawaii (who doesn't love Hawaii?) and my favorite COLD place is Aspen, Colorado. I love skiiing! I've always wanted to try snowboarding. I have the best friends ever. I'm really tall, too, but that doesn't have anything against my friends. They'll get taller than me, and then i'll be the little short person :-(. Stinks for me. But probably not, because I get taller each year. 

today is a gross gray cloudy day in Southern California, which is my home and I love it hear. But im SOOOOO glad the week is over. Yesterday was friday the 13th but it was actually a good day and i was surprised. the only bad part was a social studies test with THREE essays, but oh well, what can you do. But the good thing about today is that I'm in a GOOD mood. @(*-*)@ this is my monkey and i am going to put him on MOST of my posts. well its fun making things out of @ signs and * thingy majigs. :-). Well the only thing I guess I can say is bye!