I stayed with you on Dec 23rd we went to the movies and saw the family stone and ate at Cracker Barrell You made love to me when we came home to your house and of course it was wonderful. We slept and you held me all nite. When we woke you satisfied me with your hands and mouth . you so enjoy that . We exchanged x-mas gifts the night before bed. You made breakfast and I came home about 11 I talked to you on x-mas morning and then you avoided me on Monday all day until I came to your house on Tues and you told me you wanted to see other people and blah blah blah I knew you were lying to me. I saw it with the tears that were welled up in your eyes. I returned your gifts you gave me for my b-day and x-mas. I never want you to think I was with you for what you could give me .... I messaged you online and said I wanted to be friends and you asked if you could call me I said yes and we talked for 40 minutes you told me you would call me when things are over there was alot to what was going on and you didnt want to involve me and thats fine I understand sort of I still think you need people when you are going through a hard time in your life. I told you I am here for you no matter what anytime day or night I am here for you . I want you to need me as much as I need you ... to want me in your life like I want you in mine. PLease want me