A's right of course. She's always right and as much as I think she's mistaken or has an ulterior motive sometimes, her opinion is usually about spot on. What am I talking about? A nice day at the R's, lunch, amusement from the kids, TV etc. E came there to do some stuff on puter. And one of the things? Checking e-mail on facebook, including one - well she was sitting by me how could I not see? - from an ex from a few years ago with the subject heading Single. Looked like it had gone back and forward a few times too. I couldn't read the words, in fact, I turned my head and gazed out of the window, focusing on something in the distance, trying not to blink, but I suppose it was something along the lines of "yea I am again, thank God. He wasn't you, etc..." I should change tack here, because I don't know for a fact what the context was and sitting here beating myself up about it has to be a bad thing, but even so... grrr. I wish I could do all the things A says, wish I could toughen up and just say "You left, fuck you". Maybe one day.