June already!
Went for a mega bike ride with P and P today - 45 miles in total. I would list the route but it would take ages. Only bad part is that it wiped me out for the rest of the day. Had a bath and fell asleep in there, then sat in front of the TV and did the same!

Work ok, nothing exciting going on.
Went to town with P and P tonight. Cheap drinks in the new Weatherspoons - Hop Pole. 1.89 a pint, bargain! We thought about biking down but caught bus in the end which was a good move as it poured down with rain later!

Work quiet and dull. Y had half a day again, leaving me with K all afternoon!
Went out with E tonight. Had a curry at Raj, yummy as ever, and then a drink in Weatherspoons. Was a nice night, mostly went ok, a few pregnant pauses and a few times I almost felt like I didn't know her, didn't like her. But then as soon as I dropped her home and headed back I felt those pangs of sadness again... I told A I was going out tonight and I got a disproving response. I'm never quite sure where she is coming from tho, is it pure protectivity (made u word?) Or a tang of jealousy? Probably not! In some ways it bugs me, she implies that as ex's E and I shouldn't go out for a meal, but she and I go out for lunch. Clearly she's not an ex as such, but one day I shall tell her this, "I know you're acting out of genuine concern because you think that me seeing E upsets me, and maybe it does, but you're kind of a hypocrite because I have lunch with you and you know what - over the last 7 years your actions or lack of and comments and oh a million things have caused me more upset that E will in a lifetime....so nur nur!"