Not a lot going on today. Watched JR play football. He scored but they lost. Was meant to go to J's today to watch rugby but she hadn't mentioned it since mid-week and I felt tired anyway so I just crashed on the sofa all day watching. Y from work came round tonight. Shouldn't go into to much detail but she's having a bad time of things right now and I invited her to come "hang out" - chat, watch some crap TV. God forbid that I should be a useful friendly shoulder, but she went away in a better state than she arrived, so thats good. I do feel for her though, its easy to say "life gets better" but A. its hard to see that when you are feeling everything is pointless right now and B. It doesn't!

Didn't get up until nearly 12. Well why bother? Might have felt differently if it hadn't been freezing and raining out.
E popped over today. I told her about Y last night and she asked if I wanted to talk about it. In what way? So I said "sure, pop over", so she did. Was okay, chatted about stuff for a while, nothing exciting. Told her about Y, but it was weird discussing that, I mean coz of E I'm in a similar emotional state to Y. Maybe thats why E was so concerned? She asked if I wanted to come back for a coffee and cake, said her mum said I was very welcome. Wanted to, but decided not to. Felt sort of awkward about going there. I knew that if I went, I'd be upset when I left. Giving her a lift to work tomorrow as her car has to go to the garage. I wont mention it to A or Y, not worth the grief!