well its my bday & they usually suck as always. idk how i feel about anything today so im just speechless.

had alot of bday wishes. im really hungry but theres nothing to eat around here.

im ready to get back to nac as usual.

i had an agurement with charlie last nite i guess you can say. im confused about some things,but its whatever. i was kind of dissapointed that he didnt call to tell me happy bday. it did mean alot to me, oh well you cant always get what you want. at least i get him when i get back to nac & hopefully he will stop doubting me or us.

mom is wanting me to stay longer,but i cant stand another moment here. im ready to start school & get in the swing of things.

yeah i love my family,but theres only so much i can handle.

im speechless & i dont know what to think of today so far.