hopeful

well i was in blah mood & i got to talk to my love & he made everything better as always.  im so glad i got to hear him say i love you. i cant wait to see him in a couple of weeks. we are together but not officaly as a couple. we still have somethings to work on. i love him so very much & i know we will get through this ruff patch we have.

i talked to debbie. jeez like talking to her made me feel better. idk what i did but its whatever she can get over it.  at least i got talking with her over with.

today & the past couple days i have done nothing, i feel like a bum.

im really nervous about the sfa money thing. somehow i can get through this, i just wanna finish my eduaction there. please lord help me out on this!