mixed emotions

so i pretty ok today.

my mom just want let things go..she still thinks i need to grow up..bullshit ive made enough grow up descions im the one paying for college. dont tell me what to think or feel. im strong.

i love my family,but jeez leave me the hell alone.

my aunt debbie did something really sweet for me & gave me pics of pawpaw & a memorial book. that meant alot to me.

i got to talk to charlie  a bit. i love him so much!!! i cant stand to be away from him. only four more days until i get to see him. im so exicted. he means the world to me!!!<3 & nothing will ever tear us apart. im working on my promise to him. cant wait to show it to him.