The Ah-Mazing Life of Maddie ♥

 wow..alot has changed. kind of. well, now i kno something: davis talks about me! he says im funny, nice, and cool. YAY! well thats a + and a step in the right direction! i might have a FSC soon! (FSC=For Sure Crush). anyways, i narrowed it down kind of to 1. RYAN 2. DAVIS 3. COLBY 4. GARRETT and just for fun 5. IAN. so now i just have to pick one. do u have any idea how hard that's gonna be? it's gonna be sooo hard. it's like...giving away my less-favorite skinny jeans. and they're hard to part with. imagine BOYS. jesus. anyway, all my friends are good, Lindsay keeps me up-to-date as usual which i LOVE, and bella's still being the little slut that she is and now i think she and michael are dating, which idc, because i have 5 different guys. and she's got like one. hopefully she doesn't like garrett...i WISH she doesnt like garrett. if she had the nerve to go that far, i would seriously kill her. the 8th graders are off-limits to her! they're MY property. especially ryan, colby, and garrett. ugh..................................i wish bella left pegasus, and she just got here. i mean sometimes she nice but most of the time shes just bitchy and mean. any suggestions what i should do about her? i need help A) getting her to stay away from my 8th graders and 2) convincing her garrett's stupid && everything so she will stay away from him. help is really appreciated xDD. well i'll write 2moro, gotta go. i LOVE u davis! and ryan! and colby! and garrett! and ian! peace&love, maddie♥

 I can't believe i'm friends with LINDSAY! out of all people, i mean. i nevr would have guessed. but its fun talking 2 her and everything so i like that. plus she gets me all the info about all of the 8th graders, so i guess i can't complain. but...sometimes i wish i knew what she really thought of me, and sometimes i wish she wasn't a dork, because then i would hang out with her at school, but i can't because all of my friends think she's the biggest dork in 8th grade. well, not all of my friends..just emma L. just because sarah groux "said". im sick and tired of hearing her say that she and sarah are like sooo tight just b/c of their parents, which i doubt b/c she is a big liar. and that's no good so sometimes idk when to believe her and not believe her. but anyways, i'm hoping that i can figure out in myself whether i like ryan or colby. because ryan is ryan, he's HOT and i really like him, but colby's OPEN, and lindsay said she could talk to him, but i feel like i'm taking her crush away, but i should be happy because this is the year i'm supposed to spend crushing on colby, but i guess i'll miss ryan too, but i'm REALLY going to miss garrett because he's the best! but back to colby..u kno wat, i'm just going to make my official hot list right now. HOT LIST: 1) Ryan Pierce 2) Colby Bock 3) Garrett Byers. There! now i can like them in that order. and whichever one likes me back (first) i will like back first...does that make any sense? well, it doesn't have to, because this is my journal. sigh...wow i wrote a lot. anyways, my new fave song is Blame it on the Pop, aka the Truffle Shuffle as katie calls it. i LOVE it. i've been listening to it on youtube on my phone, and i want to buy it, but it's not on iTunes and that's really pissing me off. but enough about that; i just want to say im really happy lindsay and i are friends. im gonna go watch my taped Project Runway. bye! xo, maddie♥

 hey, maddie here. i was just thinking of how much my life has changed since september. first off, ive had my heart broken like 3 times, but i kno how it feels so now if it happens again i'll be ok. i'm making a chart of how things were in august/september and how they are now. :)

August/September

Crush: Colby Bock

Age: 11

BFF: Emma L & Katie

Wish: that colby likes me!!

Fave number: 31 & 28 

Best day evr: august 31st!!!

8th Grade BFF/Role model: role models--geneva and tay bffs--kelsie shelby audrey

Hot List: 1) colby 2) garrett 3) rafe 4) ryan 5) ian

NOW

Crush: Ryan Pierce (but thinking about colby alot..)

Age: 12

BFF(s): emma, emma, katie, lindsay, etc. 

Wish: that i have my 1st kiss, a boyfriend/crush on valentine's day, that ryan likes me 

Fave number: 31, 22, 9

Best day evr: when i TP'd michael with ryan, colby, & connor rogers

8th grade bff/Role model: role model--tay, geneva, louisa  bff-lindsay, kelsie, louisa, audrey, shelby

Hot list: 1) ryan pierce 2) colby 3) garrett 4) davis 5) ian 

see? SO much has changed!!! well im gonna write another entry but i thought i should just write this before doing the "all about me" and daily entries. 

xoxo, maddie♥

btw, blame it on the pop--best song evr! (remix of all songs played on KIIS fm in 2009 i luv it!)