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I can't believe i'm friends with LINDSAY! out of all people, i mean. i nevr would have guessed. but its fun talking 2 her and everything so i like that. plus she gets me all the info about all of the 8th graders, so i guess i can't complain. but...sometimes i wish i knew what she really thought of me, and sometimes i wish she wasn't a dork, because then i would hang out with her at school, but i can't because all of my friends think she's the biggest dork in 8th grade. well, not all of my friends..just emma L. just because sarah groux "said". im sick and tired of hearing her say that she and sarah are like sooo tight just b/c of their parents, which i doubt b/c she is a big liar. and that's no good so sometimes idk when to believe her and not believe her. but anyways, i'm hoping that i can figure out in myself whether i like ryan or colby. because ryan is ryan, he's HOT and i really like him, but colby's OPEN, and lindsay said she could talk to him, but i feel like i'm taking her crush away, but i should be happy because this is the year i'm supposed to spend crushing on colby, but i guess i'll miss ryan too, but i'm REALLY going to miss garrett because he's the best! but back to colby..u kno wat, i'm just going to make my official hot list right now. HOT LIST: 1) Ryan Pierce 2) Colby Bock 3) Garrett Byers. There! now i can like them in that order. and whichever one likes me back (first) i will like back first...does that make any sense? well, it doesn't have to, because this is my journal. sigh...wow i wrote a lot. anyways, my new fave song is Blame it on the Pop, aka the Truffle Shuffle as katie calls it. i LOVE it. i've been listening to it on youtube on my phone, and i want to buy it, but it's not on iTunes and that's really pissing me off. but enough about that; i just want to say im really happy lindsay and i are friends. im gonna go watch my taped Project Runway. bye! xo, maddie♥