these are the best days of our lives

i think there going to break up soon, because vittoria and me were talking and  thats what the conversation went to. she siad she was talking to him and she told him that she doesnt want to do anything physical anymore. will that last? i dont know but she doesnt even want to kiss. and she doesnt know why but she really does, maybe just didnt want to even think about why. but she did and she siad she wasnt sure if she wanted to be with him anymore. He gets so sad and angry. She owuld be sad too, but also i think there going to break up because she has admitted to hidding in her hobbies (video games/anime) and thats so she doesnt have to confront whats really going on. thats what we both did in the endin points of our last relationships. its obvious, but kinda sad. i knew it would happen its high school, people get together and break up. its what we do. and yes me and sam are a couple in high school.  So eventually we probally will as sad as that is. but i dont know. 

When i move out. i want my own apartment. and i want to paint the walls whatever color i want them too be. it will be my lil home and i will decorate it all up. it makes me happy to think about that. its exciting.