7:54 PM - bonnie
im so thankful for bonnie. My family might veiw her as crazy, and cruel but to me she is the oppisite. i like that shes wacky, she introduced me to faires when i was little girl, and she got me into art. she is my inspiration. she hasnt been anything but nice to me so i could care less to what my family thinks, after all my family isnt exactly picture perfect. she created my imagination by opening doors for me while i was growing up. i just wanted to have this here,
she never gave into jessicas crap and always had the same care for jason as i did.
this may be horrible but i always wondered how things would be diffrent without jessica, i think my mom and dad would still be together and desently happy, we would still live in our first cozy home just perfect in size. you know jessica was an acident. thats why our house was only built for two children. she is the one that has caused the fighting and its not right to blame but this is my blog and i can point fingers at whoever the hell i want to . because she was always the reason they fought it was a matter of sides my mom felt bad for her because me and my brother clung to eachother, scolding at her. and im sorry for that, but that never gave my mom the right to baby her into life so my mom and my dad always argued about what to do with her and she actually would cause the battle to turn on eachother like i siad she new weak spots, and she new their week relationship spots man i sound crazy huh.