these are the best days of our lives

[23:59] Jeremy4649: shell
[23:59] SkyInTheCloud007: yeah ?
[23:59] Jeremy4649: is it really ok
[23:59] Jeremy4649: is it really just highschool
[00:00] Jeremy4649: cause thats what i heard
[00:00] SkyInTheCloud007: ??
[00:00] Jeremy4649: well i mean
[00:00] Jeremy4649: thats what i heard
[00:00] SkyInTheCloud007: I think i know what your getting at but im not sure ?
[00:00] SkyInTheCloud007: do you mean, with relationships?
[00:00] Jeremy4649: ya
[00:00] Jeremy4649: its ok gizzee its just highscool
[00:01] SkyInTheCloud007: ofcorse
[00:01] SkyInTheCloud007: it is.
[00:01] Jeremy4649: LMFAO
[00:01] Jeremy4649: thats such bs though
[00:01] Jeremy4649: like
[00:01] SkyInTheCloud007: the way i see it, is even though we mostly know that the people we date we wont end up with, its not pointless because its still setting us up for finding who we really want.. i mean we cant know what type of person we want unless, we know what we dont want? you know? and its just.. the experience.
[00:02] Jeremy4649: really
[00:02] SkyInTheCloud007: well i dont know about you but i am in high school
[00:02] SkyInTheCloud007: and thats not bs to me.
[00:02] Jeremy4649: lol
[00:02] Jeremy4649: i mean saying
[00:02] Jeremy4649: its ok cause its just highschool
[00:03] SkyInTheCloud007: if you mean it, why not.
[00:03] SkyInTheCloud007: go ahead and tell me whats wrong with that
[00:03] Jeremy4649: like cause
[00:03] Jeremy4649: even though your in highschool
[00:03] Jeremy4649: like
[00:03] Jeremy4649: those feelings are real
[00:03] Jeremy4649: and
[00:03] Jeremy4649: pain is still pain
[00:04] Jeremy4649: emotions still matter
[00:04] Jeremy4649: especially to the people that get hurt
[00:05] SkyInTheCloud007: Ok, but liek i did bring that up with sam, i knew what he felt was real, that all the pain was real people get hurt, did you ever think the other side of the break up got hurt too ? Its not like i did that and felt good? Its just that people should rememeber that its just high school and though you might have felt or thought that way.. what do we "high schoolers " have to compare our feelings too ? WE have plenty of time.. we shouldnt be set for life quite yet. were too young. that is how i mean
[00:06] Jeremy4649: but
[00:06] Jeremy4649: thats horrible
[00:06] SkyInTheCloud007: are you asking about this because, you heard thats what i siad to sam or something ?
[00:06] Jeremy4649: like
[00:06] Jeremy4649: let me break up with you because im in highschool and maybe i shouldnt still be with you but i dont know for sure
[00:07] Jeremy4649: like
[00:07] Jeremy4649: if you find something good
[00:07] Jeremy4649: stick with it
[00:07] Jeremy4649: nothing changes when highschool is over
[00:07] Jeremy4649: its the same bullshit
[00:07] SkyInTheCloud007: yeah but not if your not completely happy.
[00:07] Jeremy4649: but more consequences
[00:07] SkyInTheCloud007: its not bull shit. if thats how you feel ?
[00:07] Meebo Message: Could not IM buddy
[00:07] SkyInTheCloud007: Im not pulling any bull shit.
[00:08] Jeremy4649: no
[00:08] Jeremy4649: but
[00:08] Jeremy4649: nothing changes after highschool
[00:08] SkyInTheCloud007: do you not get, that i can understand that feelings are real.. its just even though things were good.. i dont want to be in that my whole i need to be able to know what i want, me as an individual, i dont even know who i am yet. how can i know what i wantt. i am only specking for myseld.
[00:09] SkyInTheCloud007: yeah things change after high school you grow the fuck up .
[00:09] Jeremy4649: ya
[00:09] Jeremy4649: but
[00:09] Jeremy4649: you still deal with the same shit
[00:09] Jeremy4649: and its just as gay
[00:09] SkyInTheCloud007: thats not about high school
[00:09] SkyInTheCloud007: thats life.
[00:09] Jeremy4649: but there are more consequences for what you do
[00:10] SkyInTheCloud007: well if thats the case then dont do things worth consequenses if you cant handle them .
[00:10] SkyInTheCloud007: its part of growing up
[00:10] Jeremy4649: i dont wanna grow up
[00:10] Jeremy4649: and
[00:10] Jeremy4649: no one can make me
[00:10] SkyInTheCloud007: It does not matter.
[00:10] SkyInTheCloud007: your doing what you want right now arnt you ?
[00:11] Jeremy4649: and im always gonna do what i want
[00:11] SkyInTheCloud007: alright
[00:11] SkyInTheCloud007: then whats your issue?
[00:11] SkyInTheCloud007: if its what you want? then why arnt you happy?
[00:11] Jeremy4649: because
[00:11] Jeremy4649: just beccause i do what i want doesnt mean im happy
[00:12] SkyInTheCloud007: obviously. but why not.. shouldnt you be happy if your doing what you want?
[00:12] Jeremy4649: you would think that
[00:12] Jeremy4649: but
[00:12] Jeremy4649: i mean
[00:12] Jeremy4649: i do the things i do because im not happy
[00:12] Jeremy4649: and
[00:12] Jeremy4649: i only do them
[00:12] Jeremy4649: cause i have to do something
[00:12] Jeremy4649: but at the end of the day
[00:12] Jeremy4649: i still fall asleep depressed
[00:12] SkyInTheCloud007: so you should find something that will actually make you happy.
[00:12] Jeremy4649: and i still dont enjoy waking up
[00:13] SkyInTheCloud007: not just to leave you in the same place you were.
[00:13] Jeremy4649: and ok ya i would love to find something (a girlfriend) that would make me happy
[00:13] Jeremy4649: but thats not gonna happen
[00:13] SkyInTheCloud007: you sound like my mom
[00:13] SkyInTheCloud007: i dont get why people need people so badly though ?
[00:13] Jeremy4649: because
[00:13] SkyInTheCloud007: your still young like explain to me why that would make you happy
[00:14] Jeremy4649: like
[00:14] Jeremy4649: ok
[00:14] Jeremy4649: i enjoy having someone to call mine
[00:14] SkyInTheCloud007: i get that
[00:14] Jeremy4649: i like being able to think that someone in this world loves me
[00:14] Jeremy4649: when they dont have to
[00:15] SkyInTheCloud007: Im sure your friends love you.. but i do get the first thing you siad.
[00:15] Jeremy4649: but
[00:15] Jeremy4649: friends loving me
[00:15] Jeremy4649: and a girl loving me
[00:15] Jeremy4649: are two completely different things
[00:15] SkyInTheCloud007: sure
[00:16] SkyInTheCloud007: (thats not sarcastic or anything haha )
[00:16] Jeremy4649: like maybe if i were a girl and i could get any guy i wanted at the snap of my fingers
[00:16] Jeremy4649: it would be different
[00:16] SkyInTheCloud007: ?
[00:16] Jeremy4649: im just saying
[00:17] SkyInTheCloud007: well your not a girl haha well as far as i know, and i cant help you get one
[00:17] SkyInTheCloud007: so im not sure i can do anything
[00:17] SkyInTheCloud007: for you
[00:18] Jeremy4649: you like
[00:18] Jeremy4649: missed the whole point
[00:18] Jeremy4649: but
[00:18] Jeremy4649: its ok
[00:18] Jeremy4649: its just highschool
[00:18] SkyInTheCloud007: what
[00:18] Jeremy4649:
[00:18] SkyInTheCloud007: point
[00:18] Jeremy4649: michelle
[00:18] SkyInTheCloud007: haha
[00:18] Jeremy4649: calm down
[00:18] Jeremy4649: its highschool
[00:18] Jeremy4649: nothing really matters
[00:18] Jeremy4649: cause
[00:18] Jeremy4649: its
[00:18] Jeremy4649: just
[00:18] Jeremy4649: highschool
[00:18] Jeremy4649:
[00:18] SkyInTheCloud007: are you mockinh me...
[00:18] Jeremy4649: kinda
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: then why bother talking to me.
[00:19] Jeremy4649: why not
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: when im here to listen
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: and you
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: take what i think
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: and mock it
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: tell me the point in that
[00:19] Jeremy4649: lol
[00:19] Jeremy4649: michelle
[00:19] Jeremy4649: seriously
[00:19] Jeremy4649: its not a big deal
[00:19] Jeremy4649: calm down
[00:19] SkyInTheCloud007: im not yelling or anything i couldnt be any calmer.
[00:19] Jeremy4649: lol
[00:19] Jeremy4649: ok
[00:20] Jeremy4649: so whats the issue
[00:20] SkyInTheCloud007: you tell me your the one makeing fun of me
[00:20] Jeremy4649: im just saying lifes easier when you have a vagina
[00:20] Jeremy4649:
[00:20] SkyInTheCloud007: ................
[00:20] SkyInTheCloud007: you cant be serious.
[00:20] Jeremy4649: aw
[00:20] Jeremy4649: i am
[00:20] Jeremy4649: i mean
[00:20] Jeremy4649: so what
[00:21] Jeremy4649: girls have periods
[00:21] Jeremy4649: and babies
[00:21] Jeremy4649: so what
[00:21] Jeremy4649: small price to pay
[00:21] SkyInTheCloud007: yea so what
[00:21] Jeremy4649: to rule the world
[00:21] SkyInTheCloud007: we have vaginas. boys have penis's so what .
[00:21] Jeremy4649: and
[00:21] Jeremy4649: boys need vagina
[00:21] Jeremy4649: girls dont need penis
[00:21] SkyInTheCloud007: thats
[00:21] SkyInTheCloud007: not our problem
[00:21] SkyInTheCloud007: some girls
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: have a hard time too.. some girls get heart broken to
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: gender has nothing to do with it
[00:22] Jeremy4649: but girls benifit from the problems guys have
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: and guys cant do the same?
[00:22] Jeremy4649: no
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: I dont
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: even want to talk to you about this
[00:22] Jeremy4649: because it doesnt work that way
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: i have been on a face punching role today
[00:22] SkyInTheCloud007: im pretty fired up.
[00:23] SkyInTheCloud007: haha
[00:23] Jeremy4649: lmao
[00:23] Jeremy4649: like
[00:23] Jeremy4649: my mom punching problem
[00:23] SkyInTheCloud007: see were not so different .
[00:23] Jeremy4649: lol
[00:23] Jeremy4649: well
[00:23] Jeremy4649: still
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: nope
[00:24] Jeremy4649: michelle
[00:24] Jeremy4649: calm down
[00:24] Jeremy4649: its ok
[00:24] Jeremy4649: its just
[00:24] Jeremy4649: highschool
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: jeremy if you
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: tell me to calm down one more time
[00:24] Jeremy4649: >.< lol
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: like
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: i dont believe your mocking me, i feel like this is sam.
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: because hes like pmsing at me
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: i dont get what i did to you
[00:24] Jeremy4649: no seriously
[00:24] SkyInTheCloud007: though
[00:24] Jeremy4649: im not sam
[00:25] SkyInTheCloud007: im not going to be serious with you
[00:25] SkyInTheCloud007: when your not serious with me .
[00:25] Jeremy4649: you didnt do anything to me
[00:25] Jeremy4649: im just playing with you
[00:25] SkyInTheCloud007: it just sound slike sam/.
[00:26] Jeremy4649: lmao really
[00:26] SkyInTheCloud007: ... whats that soppesed to mean
[00:26] SkyInTheCloud007: i am so confused right now
[00:26] SkyInTheCloud007: i think im going to go
[00:26] Jeremy4649: awh
[00:26] Jeremy4649: why
[00:26] SkyInTheCloud007: Im already confuseing enough
[00:27] SkyInTheCloud007: and i fuck everyones life up. I think ill just go to my little dream land where i have no one i can mess up. and thats fine with me
[00:27] Jeremy4649: >.<
[00:27] Jeremy4649: STOP
[00:27] Jeremy4649: see
[00:27] Jeremy4649: this is what im talking about
[00:27] Jeremy4649: you turn it on me so that i feel bad
[00:27] SkyInTheCloud007: Since i have life so easy
[00:27] SkyInTheCloud007: why cant i be mean to you .
[00:28] SkyInTheCloud007: you were mean to me =(
[00:28] Jeremy4649: cause im already depressed
[00:28] SkyInTheCloud007: im not just gonna sit here and take it.
[00:28] SkyInTheCloud007: So you can bring everyone down with you ?
[00:28] SkyInTheCloud007: i could care less.
[00:28] SkyInTheCloud007: I think deppression is all in peoples head everyone emotion people feel.. is all in there. head its what they make of it .
[00:29] SkyInTheCloud007: I have been deppressed. so dont tell me i dont know what its like
[00:29] SkyInTheCloud007: i didnt turn to drugs though so i guess you got me there
[00:29] Jeremy4649: but im like
[00:29] Jeremy4649: suicidal
[00:29] Jeremy4649: depressed
[00:29] SkyInTheCloud007: and you dont know that i wasnt?
[00:29] Jeremy4649: well
[00:29] Jeremy4649: your still alive
[00:29] SkyInTheCloud007: and so are you .
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[00:30] SkyInTheCloud007: im sorry im a harsh bitch. there ill admit it. Im not treating oyou and different then ill treat the rest of the world.
[00:30] Jeremy4649: but
[00:30] Jeremy4649: michelle
[00:30] SkyInTheCloud007: but
[00:30] SkyInTheCloud007: jeremy
[00:31] Jeremy4649: just
[00:31] SkyInTheCloud007: ??
[00:31] Jeremy4649: LMFAO
[00:31] Jeremy4649: i need to stop
[00:31] Jeremy4649: lol
[00:31] SkyInTheCloud007: i dont see how your so deppressed you think everything is funny.
[00:31] Jeremy4649: because
[00:31] Jeremy4649: im depressed
[00:32] Jeremy4649: but im annoying
[00:32] SkyInTheCloud007: your not usually annoying
[00:32] Jeremy4649: really?
[00:32] SkyInTheCloud007: yeah .
[00:32] Jeremy4649: oh
[00:32] Jeremy4649: well
[00:32] Jeremy4649: i sowwie
[00:32] SkyInTheCloud007: why i thought today you canbe annoyinh because your deppressed?
[00:33] SkyInTheCloud007: so why are you sorry
[00:33] SkyInTheCloud007: your only acting how you want .
[00:33] Jeremy4649: because
[00:33] Jeremy4649: its just highschool
[00:33] Jeremy4649: so
[00:33] Jeremy4649: i should make a big deal out of it
[00:33] SkyInTheCloud007: im not im a girl
[00:33] SkyInTheCloud007: my lifes so perfect.
[00:34] Jeremy4649: lucky
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: i mean here i am
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: snapping my fingers and all these
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: boys keep
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: shooting at me
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: its crazy .
[00:34] Jeremy4649: i know right
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: like threw the walll.
[00:34] SkyInTheCloud007: and its a school night! they should be at home sleeping
[00:34] Jeremy4649: scary stalkers
[00:35] SkyInTheCloud007: nah
[00:35] SkyInTheCloud007: its just the power i have being a girl.
[00:35] SkyInTheCloud007: They dont stay becaise i bitch at them
[00:35] SkyInTheCloud007: and make them sad.