q12oikm03t592w23 (9:47:49 PM): heye
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:48:03 PM): dont talk to me .
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:48:06 PM): im stupid
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:48:10 PM): what?
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:48:11 PM): and cant comprehend anything you sam
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:48:12 PM): say*
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:48:20 PM): ?
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:48:22 PM): what?
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:53:46 PM): you can re-read it if you didnt get it the first time.
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:54:23 PM): i got it
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:54:36 PM): if your talkin about what me and sam were talkin about yesterday
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:57:59 PM): ?
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:58:11 PM): im
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:58:13 PM): so fuckin
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:58:13 PM): lost
SkyInTheCloud007 (9:59:09 PM): yeah. its ok its probally because of the way i think, i guess its to shallow for you.
q12oikm03t592w23 (9:59:37 PM): sure
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:21 PM): iv had a good day
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:23 PM): and i came home
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:24 PM): nd i said
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:25 PM): hey
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:28 PM): i dont know what happend
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:35 PM): im sure it has to do with the conversation me and sam had
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:38 PM): or maybe sam said something
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:01:48 PM): or whatever it is
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:06 PM): ill tell you what i think
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:08 PM): i never
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:09 PM): said
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:10 PM): or thought
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:13 PM): you were too stupid
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:17 PM): to comprehend what im talking about?
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:20 PM): sam told me
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:22 PM): you guys
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:31 PM): thought we were all "high and mighty"
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:31 PM): and i said
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:34 PM): whatever
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:46 PM): i think you guys talking about other people MOST of the time, not all the time
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:02:50 PM): is just whatever
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:02:51 PM): well im sorry for runing your day . but why do you want to associate with me, if were all so shallow.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:03:23 PM): im sorry
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:03:25 PM): i wont talk to you
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:03:28 PM): yeah ok. well sam read my journal but i neevr siad those exact words either, and i used high and might but thats not what i ment
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:03:35 PM): if he wants to intterput me wrong
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:03:38 PM): i could care less.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:03:49 PM): do whatever
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:03:51 PM): i dont know
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:03:54 PM): why were arguing
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:03:58 PM): i said whatever
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:04:00 PM): you said whatever
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:04:01 PM): is this argueing?
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:04:02 PM): so the fuck what
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:04:09 PM): idk i just feel like
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:04:13 PM): your mad at me or something
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:04:48 PM): yeah..... why wouldnt i be. the whole time your talking about us talking about people.. isnt that what you were doing?
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:05:25 PM): thats what i was doing
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:05:30 PM): because sam brought it up
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:05:51 PM): so whats the issue? why are you complaining about "my shallow group of friends" when your so happy being whoever you want to be ?
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:06:21 PM): why did that conversation make me feel like i was being monitored on what i do with me frineds or what my friends do
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:23 PM): what the fuck are you talking about
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:24 PM): sam
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:26 PM): was all
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:27 PM): sad
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:28 PM): and whatever
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:33 PM): and i started talkin to him
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:36 PM): and now hes fine
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:06:46 PM): i dont know what the hells going on
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:07:13 PM): i wasnt
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:07:16 PM): even talking about you though
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:07:28 PM): how do you think i wouldnt be upest when you called us shallow.. and didnt even think that we could think of things other then what where wearing, how would you even know? without making that judgement.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:07:29 PM): he was sayin stuff
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:07:37 PM): and i told him why im finally over vittoria
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:07:57 PM): well im happy for you in all seriousness.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:06 PM): thank you
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:15 PM): i mean you fuckin know me
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:17 PM): dont tell me you dont
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:20 PM): you know for the most part
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:23 PM): i really dont
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:26 PM): care about this
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:28 PM): so you can
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:30 PM): be mad at me
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:34 PM): or
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:36 PM): just forget about it
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:38 PM): because
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:40 PM): it really
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:43 PM): doesnt matter
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:08:50 PM): and we can just talk like normal people
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:09:54 PM): i know. i thought i new you well enough to know that im not shallow, yeah i have my moments.. do you think i would really call you retarded for speaking your mind? its not that im so mad at you.. its that im frustrated and yeah im mad. but i cant say its directed at you
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:26 PM): i know what you mean
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:29 PM): and i was just pissed
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:32 PM): that he told me
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:35 PM): you guys thought
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:38 PM): we were all special
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:53 PM): and we have a little "club"
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:10:55 PM): i was like wtf?
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:11:02 PM): why are they even talkin about that
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:11:08 PM): and thats it
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:12:09 PM): its just when you siad hey.. like you had never even just talked to sam. and of all things sam called vittoria a bitch and me stupid and that was such a judgmental thing. so i cant type and my grades arnt great.. but i have more common sense then alot of people.. and im sorry i dont like being looked down on so i was pretty angry . because its like sam feels all high and mighty and i feel like he doesnt get anything. if he thinks im so stupid then what the hell was he doing the past year, am i a self esteem boost that cant be it cause that kid has no
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:12:11 PM): confidence.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:12:31 PM): i know you do
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:12:38 PM): see and that wasnt
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:12:42 PM): what we were talkign about
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:13:36 PM): that was me bloggin in my own free will no gossip about it, its not like i ment it like that , it was more like i was like joking. so you know if hes gonna read my shit hes doin it at his own risk, and im sorry if he takes it the wrong way
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:23 PM): its whatever
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:28 PM): i used to read torias blog
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:30 PM): then i realized
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:34 PM): i was just making myself feel worse
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:14:50 PM): yeah well ima spare him the choice and delete, it once i print it
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:53 PM): and i have alot of anger twords her
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:54 PM): but
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:58 PM): its gone
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:14:59 PM): i dont really
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:09 PM): its just
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:12 PM): gone
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:13 PM): whatever
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:14 PM): idk
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:31 PM): dont delete it
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:32 PM): not yet
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:15:37 PM): i am
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:38 PM): just dont add anything
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:40 PM): let him
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:42 PM): just read it
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:44 PM): as much as he wants
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:15:45 PM): so he doesnt have to deal with my stupid shallow thoughts.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:46 PM): till he realized
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:50 PM): realizes
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:56 PM): please
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:15:56 PM): for me
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:01 PM): and for the last year you spent with him
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:16:02 PM): nope apparantly im the only issue in his life.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:18 PM): thats definatley not true
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:16:21 PM): i think ill make it as easy as he wants
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:22 PM): and you know sam can be
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:24 PM): hardheaded
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:26 PM): no
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:27 PM): he IS
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:16:37 PM): well maybe he will think before he says stuff
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:39 PM): he makes fun of me for it xD but he is even more
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:16:45 PM): because i really dont like being called stupid.
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:16:48 PM): you have no idea.
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:55 PM): but you know your not
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:16:57 PM): i know your not
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:17:09 PM): i can atleast talk to you about stuff
q12oikm03t592w23 (10:17:11 PM): and you understand
SkyInTheCloud007 (10:17:15 PM): exactly, and i wont be around someone who thinks i am
The site wont let me post long, for its length, but its worked out and resolved.
