these are the best days of our lives

I dont know if i should talk to him on aim or anything i mean i want to , im not avoiding him or anything but i want to do whats going to be easiest for him, I dont want to talk to him and make it worsre. im Just not going to talk to him unless he talks to me first, that will give me the ok, i soppose.-.- his aim profile at the moment annoys me, but its his so i guess he can put whatever he wants, its like

farewell, ill miss you
Im sick of these good byes,

well its like if your sick of them stop saying good bye, or atleast he can know that thats the last one hes going to have to make with me. i dont want him to avoid me and have to miss everyone else, if he wants to go somewhere like in the morning area, he can go there i'll leave someone else if he'd like thats not fair to make him go, but then agian i think he has more friends in the cafateria, so im guessing thats where he wants to go regardless of eveything. Im only kind of avoiding him, but not his phone calls, im just afraid of seeing him at school, and afraid hes going to like get upset or somthing, and i dont wanna see that, cause i cant handle it either.