these are the best days of our lives

 Saturday happened with confusion. I was expecting a party of some sort since the begining of April. People were acting weird. The first day of April Richard told Kelsey a secret and then she wouldn't tell me so i  new they wern't just trying to drive me crazy, and everyone else was so eager to knock down that idea. Then i saw donald one day in the hall way and he asked if my birthday was coming up and i was like kinda, and he was like because i have heard something about a party for you? and I'm like haha ok. My dad was acting weird too, and one night when they dropped  off richard and rose they had some party in front of the trunk, by the time i came out the were all of the sudden done. i thought they were looking at a present or something, but they were really just talking. 

Anyways saturday came and i went on my shopping trip with my mom . :) it was nice my sister didn't tag along and im glad. Just me and my mom. Shes still sad, no matter the face she puts on its still there. But how wouldn't she be? she knows that i chose my dad over her after he left her, and he probally cheated on her. >.> with Teanna. i'm not sure if he did anything with her.. but i know he was at least talking with tianna at this point and i didn't know that before. but i shouldn't stick my nose where it doesn't belong and so i wont.

We hit a few yard sales, a good will in ashland, a store called roses, and rosses. I like ross. anyways i two new formal dresses. i like dresses im not sure when ill get to wear them, but im sure i will find a use. i got them for pretty cheap . so i was happy. i got some shirts which is always fun, i dont have the biggest collection of shirts. then i got one skirt its yellow with blue splatters i like it, its twirly too. i got a manichquin at the yard sale for 3 bucks haha its funny, and kreepy. i have yet to given her a name. i got a dress for the beach or somthing its white and nice for summer in general. i got some bright blue tights, for only a dollar. =D and some like knee high fish net things that are blue, but i dont typically like fishnets, but those are ok. Then we went out to get some chinese food . ^.^ yum . My sister did join us for that i wore  my summer dress, and then my sister disided to wear somthing simular and it bothered me because we dressed alike except hers was yellow. but it was gross. Just like the heat was.  my mom also talked to me about seeing her every other weekend or somthing and i was thinking aw its ok i can see you more then that, but i really dont. i really do rarely see her, and i guess thats wrong i owe her more then a weekend trip, but i guess i will stick with that until school lets out since I'm mostly busy on the weekends right now, when summer comes i can, go back and forth for weeks. If i do summer school i might go there most of the time because i think jessica will to just for the heck of it. and then my aunt becky would pick and drop us off so it would be easier if i was there, one stop. 

I got home and took a shower, i thought i was going to roses house to have a sleep over even though i couldnt remeber if i was going to hunters to do that but rose siad somthing about kidnapping me so i was like.. ? and then no one could get hold of rose.  Hunter thought we were going to his house when i called him, but i thought rose siad her house then i called richard and he siad vittorias? i was confused. but my dad siad that his computer needed fixing and vittorias dad was going to help him out. so i siad i would ride along until i new what was going on. i was suspicous when richard siad vittorias. if he didnt i would have been more surprised. but richard doesnt go to vittorias without a part or somthing like that. Vittoria already had jaysen and teddy over so i was thinking they were just chilling and that i actually wasnt having a party that day (cause i told my mom i was so sure they were throwing me one) haha but then i wasnt so sure, but richard cleared that up xD i got there and opened the base ment door and there they were happy and excited to finally be free from that secret party that they had been just dyeing to let out. hunter got me a bag of candy, and i got 10 dollars from toria. they all siad my real presents were on my birthday thats just because they didnt get me anything yet haha but thats ok, they dont have to for real, because i didnt get richard anything and i wasnt that great of friends with hunter last year. same goes for rose, and vittorias present from me was fail, 10 dollars is a nice present i'd say. Sam and allison couldnt make it but thats ok. I did have some friends that people dont know about thats the only bad part about a surprise party but it was still nice that people put one together my dad tried really hard. he got all this sweet sixteen stuff haha. it was silly. but richard siad he looked happy, and thats good.  he too deserves to be happy, and he had not been for a long time, because he had been stressed out for the last who knows how ever many lives. everyone saw it. and he aged alot. but hes happy agian i think . If not he sure plays a mask better then my mom . I wanted more people at the party because i want a big party like not for me just one in general and i want to dance more. but these parties no one dances but me rose hunter and richard. and i cant dance when richards to close to me because he's intimidating. sam never goes to these parties anyways but if he did i wouldnt dance because im to embaraced, but i can dance with rose and hunter. but we didnt dance at all really, we played some tag in the dark it was scary you get one light if your it, and all the people looked blue from the light and fog, so they looked like zombies and all you could see where there blue bodies when you shined on them. when it got darker i borrowed a bathing suit from vittoria and joined them in the hot tub that was fun rose got in with her panties. haha i didn't want to do that because i needed them for the sleep over later. but surprisingly i liked being in a bathing suit. like more then i should have. but i guess it wasn't that surprising because i dont mind being in just my panties so.. there pretty much the same things, just different titles. everytime i think of hot tubs i think of Anns party and when i got in her hot tub with some other people and then i kissed sam over the side, and it was all jbgssfb .

when it ended. i helped clean up, and then we went to hunters house and me rose and richard had a sleep over. and i met somone new. her name is sam but that reminds me of girl sam or my sam.. so that doesn't work because there already enough of those. so we call her vex or something ? she is nice  i think she was shy because it was a group she doesn't know very well, and if i was in a situation like that i would have been just as quiet. Anyways i took a shower with rose in our bathing suits it was silly haha. we had fun. :) then we all hung out and it was just nice, we gossiped a bit, like always xD and then we all got sleepy after all it was around 1 in the morning then we took our places and talked some more. it was silly . i have good friends. their the reason i would never want to move. their so perfect . and a while ago on the phone with richard i had a really good talk with him and it was actually a serious conversation, and it was like woah. that was cool. i dont talk much on the phone but we did and it was cool.  

When morning came, We were all getting ready to go to kings dominion that would be my first time this year.  Vex's mom took us. Im going with her family to AMA it was nice of her to let me tag along. since she nor her mom had ever met me, there nice people so far. She has three brothers, only two of them came, but i didnt talk to them much in the car, but they all work at KD and me rose and hunter and richard found ed one of her  brothers (who was really really cute. like really pretty, me and hunter talked between us about how cute he was haha their all pretty, the native american and there tan ish with just really nice features) anyways we talked to him a little and he seemed nice. :) i liked him. and later when we saw him agian he game me a hug. so i was like yay! i didnt get to talk to seth the other brother but thats alright, ill meet them agian im sure. I did get to talk to their mom agian and let her know that i was thankful for ama and the car ride to KD, we had fun. it was hot. but it was fun when i got home i slept. and slept. and woke up around three. and thats why my  typing is so bad because its so early. i think i might go back to sleep since i still have an hour.