these are the best days of our lives

once agian its to early for comfort, i thought that i was just going to get to sleep but i was actually dreaming, about going to school and then having this horribly long day but when i finally got to sit down i woke up. it wasn't cool at all. it made me feel tired, even though all along i was just sleeping, i was just dreaming it felt so real . 

I found use for the little shell box sam gave me, i put this ring in it. a ring i have had for a very long time, from my aunt bonnie. I like it lots and have been wearing it alot lately, and i don't want to lose it so the box seemed a good place, sams mom gave me this little elephant neclalce, i like it lots, its pretty.

Today is the last soccer game for school, its sad because i dont think i will play next year, but i have a long time to decide, so i will wait and see how busy i am with school to decide, it also might depend on the school play, next year im going to get into ITS for sure. i was so close this year i only needed a few more points. but i couldnt because i did soccer, so i couldnt get the last bit. 

Im also going somewhat crazy because i finished this book, but i cant get the next one, until i can get to school and i have had this book for like three days because i have not been able to return it and i want the next one! 

We started trail walking it should be fun, except we have ms.farmer and she is making us do all this stuff to get an A. Last year we went trail walking with mr.shoe. we didnt have to do anything but follow him, if we do only that we get a c. trail walking by the way is an elective with in our gym class. we went yesterday for the first time, and it was raining, so me and dylan and aleah all played in the rain, Dylan is like one of my best friends just at school like i dont hang out with him, but hes great. like everyone used to think he was gay, he isnt at all. and it was messed up. but he's cool. So that was alot of fun, we were soaked. it was gross feeling but it made my hair all pretty, haha which is weird cause usually i frzz up like crazy . 

Tonight was the last night for school soccer, it was really sad, to my surprise, i was glad its over but sad it ended so soon, im so tired its good i will have more time now, but i was just starting to really like this team, it took us a while to connect but i think we finally got it. and the last game showed. It was alot of fun and alot of people got to score tonight, i was more making assists i made alot of good ones, and i was happy cause i made it possible for my friends to score.. i mean i know i could have taken some of the shots up myself because that team wasnt that good, but i wanted them too well they wanted it more then me. I was really proud of alot of people like, we made some really nice goals and WE COMUNICATED. finally . Im going to miss this team, i liked it alot. and i get to play more forword, and it relieves alot of the pressure you have playing on defence because if you mess up back there the other team could score or somthing and its on you. Even though the players infront of you missed the ball and let it get back to you. anyways im to tired. to make sense, my spelling is way off because im not really awake, which means i can not type either.