these are the best days of our lives

 We went to the grocery store, i love fruit., vegitables.  their yummy. i got grape fruit, celery, black berries, cucumber for my sushi. and comes to find out celery and peminto cheese together is quite good. it sounds discusting, believe me in know, but my dad brought me some and i took a leap and tried one, and it was delicous! i also got some more rice. today was a very busy day. well lets start witth waking up at like 11. then i went to Alexanders house around 1. i was late everyone else was there haha i had to stop by ben franklin to get an embrodery hoop for crafts, since the A holes closed the doors in our face 5 minuetes early, oh i know. total butt holes. i wanted to shove the time in there face and complain more.. but we behaved. i mean i only need one thing. ONE THING. sheesh . SO i got there we practiced. and practiced. and we got it down i'd say we filled in the blanks and its smooth. we changed the end and how were entering. the end is harder for me. like.. *dies* haha but im fine i can do it. i guess i feel special =DD 

Hunter is on the edge of his breakign point. He's deffinitly coming off as very very stressed, he has way to much going on, like schoolw ork and then the exrtras. but this was a commitment. and he new what he was getting into, we told him. if he thinks its to much this year, then how is he going to do with skiiping a year of school and doubling up on work next year. im sorry i think its stupid, you should rush out of high school, its four years that you never get back . only four. 

After that i had soccer game two . we lost big time. but i didnt care haha its frustrating somtimes. whatever. i liek it for stayign in shape. i like, havign practice for talent show, to its a goood work out, and i liek feeling that pain, to tell me its working. its like yay!!!! im loosing fat, but im getting heavier. 

today richard, somehow got to the conversation were he was telling me i had big boobs, but i nice body . haha hes told me that before it makes me all like eehhh stop it cause its weird and uncomfprtable because when one persons like you have nice boobs then the other people look to see, and its like EEP ew dont do that! FREEEKS. but im not gonna lie.. and say i dont liek being praised ofcorse im going to like hearing i have a nice body.. who wouldnt ? haha like one time, ann was in the hot tub at her party and i got in, with bathing suits obviously and i got up so i was all wet, and she was all woah your boobs are alot bigger then i though and you have a really nice body.. so i was just kinda like ehhh dont look!!! *sits back down* haha speaking of that day, i was turned on cause me and sam, kissed like over the hot tub like i was in it leaning towords him and he kissed me from outside it and it was really hot haha, i dont know why but i was all woooo! i guess cause i was in a bathign suit and in a hot tub, and then the way we had to be positioned to get to eachother. 

i dont want to end my blog like that.. but i guess i will. haha

so. ofcorse 6:30 in the morning came far to soon and i wanted to stay nice and comforted within my sheets. but i couldnt so i got ready and i wore the shirt that sam likes, he thinks its soft.  Sam picked me up and then we went to school . duh and then we got there, and vittoria wasn't there, but then we found out she had to ride the bus because her mom was sick and couldn't drive her to school. me and richard went to see if we could practice one mornign on the stage, but when we got to Mr. Prince we chickend out. haha cause Mr. Prince is very intemidating. Anyways then i walked with sam until we parted to our first periods. mine was very loud. and retarded as usually. since im not in an advanced class thats what you get. i don't know how the class has like D's and stuff we dont really do anything. next year im deffinitly taking advanced english, its not that i couldnt this year but since my freshman year was so sucky i thought it was so hard, but it was just because of everythign around me, and somthing had to crash with it.  anyways allison wasnt at school, so i didnt attend our walk to second period, art was fun we started embrodery and i like it alot, i know im going to hate it by then end of this unit. it takes along time and were gonna do alot. and then there was math, atleast sam is there and we sit next to eachother. somtimes we draw pictures to each other, and like today we laughed alot, i was afraid mr. Obrion was going to like be all STOP PLAYING haha cause he siad that once, and i dont want my seat to get moved, i'd be sad. Shelby sits on the other side of me, see theres three of us at one table. Shelby wasnt there today, i think we might have a lil sleepover soon. it sounds fun. Fourth block was pretty good, like theres this girl clair, and were not exactly friends but she was in my math class last year, were really diffrent but i mean we work together on most the stuff then theres this girl from china, her english isn't great so i always help her too. and today was pretty good like we just did this easy project thing,w ere we needed 5 diffrent biome things, and its easy. 

Then We had one act practice i like one act practice, but i hate being in the one im in. its like the kids that either tried out last, or just suck. haha like we have a big cast too. and i think we should have been off script but finally we are by next time. im ready well i can if i do it infront of like one person but i don't know about more then a few. it makes it diffrent. whatever. were gonna do a shit job cause we get off tast and .. mea and rose are sick of it because personally i dont want to look like an idiot. 

then i went to sams house after words i only got to stay for like 2 hours, it was fun. hehe i missed his turtles and sam of corse,  we watched a movie, we were going to watch pineapple express, but then we watched somthign else,  im not sure what the plot was like it was the slowest movie ever. haha but thats ok cause i was with sam! right before we left we were on his bed, on our knee's like hugging-ish more like kissing cause we were about to leave. and i was quite turned on cause i could feel him poking me and our waist hit at the same area. so that was hot. haha and then he walked me home, and i talked to him on the phoen as he walked back cause he has to walk back alone. Im too chicken to walk alone, way to many rape videos in health class. haha .