these are the best days of our lives

wow. to a long year, with wonderful friendships. new years came quicker then anyone had realized, like all the holidays do. vittoria hasnt even gotten her christmas present. but lets get to the main topic of this. like i was saying new years came very quickly, i was trying to hold off before seeing sam it was very hard, i had missed him so much that it actually hurt, and calling him made it worse, but we couldnt wait and we had no plans so we hung out the day before new years. watched a retardo movie about some cube thing were people died, one women figured it out and survived, but the people were waiting for her, and she new to much so they took her life. it wasnt a very good movie and they have like a bunch a sequels.  

After i left at about 5. i didnt stay long, because i would see him the next day and thats when my mom got off work to pick me up. soo we got my sister and went to the grocery store, to prepare. I was havign sam come over and she was having her friend amanda come over. I liek amanda. shes silly. and she wears all black but she doesnt do it in a gross way its a bit more classy, like high hells, cheap jewlry. we bought some sparkling Cidar. i like that stuff its "divine" haha. and we got some chips, some cake cause were fat. and some other like party favors .. haha we got tiarrahs cuase they were a good deal. 

and then finally 8 p.m came, and we went to pick up sam and amanda. and then we were left home alone. 4 teenagers, two being in a relationship. haha not the brightest of ideas, but i sure wasnt going to complain. :) we started off by playing my sims kindgom simply because i left it one, and when we plopped on the couch thats where it led too. haha we did that for a little. and then i dont really remeber what we did next but i know amanada and jessica came downstairs, and broke the silence with the screeching, over the wii sing it game. and yes unfortunatly it had a little mic, just to help her "wonderful" voice carry into our heads, and put the to the verge of an explosion. sheesh and god knows how long that went on for, but clearly it was way to long. then some how me and same were locked in my room. it was a take over for sure. they tried tieing the door shut with .. the super stong hair peices. thats right hair peices. haha i-d-i-o-t-s . everytime they opened the door, we would do somthing silly just for the hell of it, no? haha i got my big cloud pillow wich by the way i miss very much i didnt bring it here with me to my dads. anyways i took it and placed it where my penis would be if i had  one, and got behind sam, bending over the bed, so that i have a clear shot at his "firm" lul booteh. eventually they really did leave, and we had a smallish make-outsession. and then we ended up back down stairs because we were going to bake the cake, or brownies or whatever the hell they were.  they turned out good though and by that time, it was new years! we all got our countdown skills used, and blew the noisy shit. and poppped confetti everywhere. and i gave  sam a little tiny kiss. and then we all had a silly string battle.  i got some in my hair that was siiickk.  i guess. im not sure what happened next.  OH ok so jessica and amanda left for a walk and we were on "cake" duty, OH BOY! haha it didnt take long, to realize that those to tards left the pans in the oven...so the oven was smoking and melting the cupcakes from becky. haha but they came back anyways because they couldnt get moe to stay away from them but they tried agian, and we tried to keep moe but we were busy putting icing on the brownies. very yummy brownies by the way . then the phoen rights and its jessica calling for us to bring the dog leash cause he ran with them, out of his lil zone. it was freezing. sam asked if i wanted his jacket but then he would  have been cold. i wanted to run really bad, it would have been so much faster, and warmer.. and i enjoy running. i like to go fast, but sam didnt want to.. and i wanted to be with sam so i walked. we got there, in a short time, it was a short distance so i guess that makes sense. we dropped off the leash and got back and then we kind did nothing for  a little sam had to wipe his nose haha it was red from wipping so much, that happened to me once it hurts. poor sam haha. and while he did that i was watchign like the kreep i am. jessica and amanda got back, and then my mom was going to get back son so we didnt do anyhthing. i was sad that we didnt get to do stuff but  i had fun anyways.. besides even though my mom was home she totally was out when she crashed in her room. so we ... got to do stuff. we were on the couch, where it was nice and snuggly =) we stayed up till like 5 or so and then i was tired as much as i wanted to stay awake with sam, i wanted to sleep with him . 

so we went to my room and slept in my bed.  i wasnt sure how  my mom was going to feel about that, but it didnt matter because we were up before she, and i don't think she new. when we got upstairs, we snuggled comfortably in my bed, beneath  my new comfortor. i love it its white, so it looks the part of, delicate and soft, while being simple.  i like to sleep with sam, because i love him, so im obviously going to like being able to be with him even when im asleep. see but i have this delima about it. i like being in his arms, and i like being able to smell him (yes i am a kreep ) but i have like space issues, haha cause im like SPACE . but then im like NOO i wanna be close. i dont know how else i can explain it.  morning came, and we rose like i siad before my mom. and i was pretty tired, ahha i dont think sam wanted to get up but i didnt really want my mom to wake up and find me being snugly snugly. i went downstairs while sam rested and got a drink. i got back to sams pile of tissues haha it was cute xD . 

it wasnt long before we reconized, the boxes piled beside my bed. we had simple thought of building a box fortresss. my mom woke up somewhere in this. OH my sister woke her home, because she wanted to go shopping. which was quite rude, because my mother was sleeping after a good party, well she siad it was and im glad, its good my mom has found friends, even if they are the crazy christan people. i bet she will say that god has saved her but thats not true. its having friends. people to talk to, to go places with, to try new things. you know. its just somthing you need. regardless of what people say.  

my mom made us pancakes for breakfast, lamo sam didnt have any, but i like pancakes. after that our box adventure began i went to the garage to get this BOX of like tons of folded boxes. then we got to work and build the best kingdom known to man kind! ok.. that might be a little dramatic but it was the best kingdom, i had ever seen, and what was better is that it wasnt just mine, it was sams too. thats like two of my favorite things.. sam and boxes. it was great. we put a sheet over them so it was liek half ten/ half box fort. we put my comforter on the ground and decorated with some toilett paper! yes fancy, i agree. we laced it in pillows and there you go. oh and excuse me, im forgetting our own exsessories of being the owners of such an amazing kingdom. we had our new year crowns. and then added a few tattoos. ahah i got some for christmas? yes weird i know. but very entertaining, comical too. sam put one on his boobie. it was like a cirlce so it went around it haha it was funny, but it was even funnier when he showed my mom. he put a lil star on his face too, it was cute ^.^ i had a heart under my eye, and a sun that ringed around my belly button, it was gross and silly! but even with a royal mark, there was still somthing missing, KITTENS! next we voyaged around to retrieve the great kittys. we found them and put them in my room and they were trapped but i felt bad cause the big kitty was all mad from me carrying him.. so i let him leave but little kitty didnt really care.

after dropping our guests off, i went to vittoria's it was  pretty fun but somtimes hannging with vittoria is scary. She deffinitly is like her mom. and thats scary haha they yell alot, and frrek out over little things. its liek calm down .. its fine . we played halo live and jank. it was fun i kinda want live but at the same time i dont care. whatever. umm then after vittorias, her mom dropped me off because  she had to take angelina (vittoria's sister) to the dentist she was getting her wisdom teeth out.

when i got back to my moms. i was so tired. but then me and my sister went over to becks house, we played this game im not sure the name of it but its like using dominoes, but not. and you have to match them up on the board with whats there, but if you have somthing you would liek to play.. you can rearange the board to make it work. as long as it does. then we played dominoes. and a long game that is, i was getting soo so tired. but finally my mom came and we went home and i crashed quicker then, well ever before. 

then that brings me to yesterday, where i stayed up late with sam, i wanted to i like staying up with him infact i am now. i dont get to often because i like sleep, and i sleep alot. but it was fun i stayed up till like 6 and i would have stayed longer if i didnt have so much stuff planned for today, well i guess now since its 2 in the morning.. yesterday but eitherway i was busy. i wanted to clean and organize but there hasnt been any time for that. this weekend holds potential . anyways i went to hunters, to meet with richard and him so we can work somemore on the talent show, shane dropped out so now we need a replacement. thats annoying it wont be to hard, its good we found out before it was too late. it almost was. but we kept a spot for a 4th person because we thought shane was. we have most the routine, were workign on spesifics now. and it will be easier when the fourth person joins us. i dont know who it is yet. but we WILL get somone. 

but when i got home it left me 2 hours before my indoor soccer game it felt so weird to have a game at 10 p.m. thats just retarded damn lacross people tookover the feild durning the day.. like lacross is suddenly a pretty big sport the first year i played at that indoor place, there was like one match for it.. now there are so many we have to wait until 10 to play. thats cray we didnt do good we had a score of 1-7 but we were aginst a undefeated travel team.. and we play rec they were also like all 18. so whatever. not to menchan they practice through break we havent had practice since fall. but we werent playogn half, bad we had alot of shots and what not. and atlast i think you have caught up with me. 

school starts back up tommarow. i am not lookign foword for it at all.. its 2 in the morning and im getting up at six.. i was gonna stay up all night but i think i should go to bed now. ==/ erm