these are the best days of our lives

 so allisons party was on saturday, i cleaned most of the day until it was time to go, i wish i had more time to clean because im simply not finished, im trying to get everything orginized it has gotten out of control. and as unconvinent as it was my mom unloaded a shit load of boxes of pretty much trash for me to go through . .so now its a mess everywhere, i hope i'll have time this weekend. the play is on wensday, like the actual thing, then its the rest of the week with two shows on saturday. monday and tuesday are the last to days to practice. not to menchen.. that tuesday is the cobra starship concert, with forever the sickest kids, what im hoping is that it wont run late and i can hopefully be done in time. ugh. so much to do . i hate the clutter it adds a little chaos to everything. 

i went out and got my black pants from good will i also got black shoes,  being in crew you wear all black.  i also got this adorable mini skirt its that blue/green that everyone you know will like it. <3 and its spinny haha so yay, anyways i felt so odd being completly in black from my shirt to my socks. it was like we were all apart of some cult of somthing. 

i got alison a hot topic gift card, i didnt know what to get her she wanted me to make her somthing but she wont like wear anything i could make her.. and what i have gotten her in the past she doesnt wear so i figured insted of wasting my money i'd let her pick it our herself, you cant go wrong with gift cards, and to spice it up we (me and kelsey( made her a really big card so that was fun) her party was surprisingly fun. there was only 5 people me sam kelsey richard and alison.. itt was sad, but we just thought hell there missing out, her garage was perfect for the mini rave it was cute we danced a little and then we just kinda chilled, and everyone had fun. and we played a little hid and seek hah a. we were going to go nome hunting, however it got to dark. 

nome hunting: when you go around the neighborhood finding a garden nome or other taky garden thing, ...steel it =/ keep it for two weeks then put it in some one elses yard xP wich decided that you put it in the yard directly across from the yard you found it haha .

 so today before i made way to good will.. my dad was on the phone and he kinda siad "i love you" i could tell he siad it but he didnt want me to hear, so we got in the car and i asked him who was it.. and he thought for a minuete or too and then siad KIm . that was a lie, a major lie kim is somone who  works with him who has a big boyfriend, and its just you know that he wouldnt be saying i love you to a co  worker. 

ugh fuck my computer is fucked. like it has a virus and meep i dont know what to do its my moms fault, because she screwed up putting the stupid virus protecter wich was a bad one, too and then after that she messed it up and i got a virus. 

anyways.. im not sure why my dad would lie that only says somthing isnt in place, like i wouldnt lie if say i was doing somthing good but perhaps i stole somthing and then later i got accused and ofcorse i will deny it. does that make sense? what reason should he have of lying he's aloud to love someone but why lie about who your talking to.?