6:35 AM - my future?
i got to see sam for two hours on saturday i think both my parents think im having sex >.< im not but it has crossed my mind, i dont know i see why they dont trust me. i mean i snuck around all summer, im a teenager with a boyfriend haha but i dont know im not stupid. then sunday for that divorce class we went go carting, it was actually fun. i hadn't been before then, they weren't that fast though. its early . haha anywyas i was thinking and i want to make sure i get out my opinions and veiws now, as im this age so i can watch them grow and change, i dont just want a journal about sex, drugs, and what i wear it should be past that. Im going to start with maybe some dreams i have for my future.
i'd like to get an art scholarship to VCU, and attend there were i can study arts, and maybe get a degree in teaching? i might want to be an art teacher, its simple and i would get the summers off, pay isnt that good but im sure its good enough for a small apartment. maybe i will design stuff... maybe ill just make stuff for me eh who knows. also if im a teacher, i will constantly be meeting new kids, some will be annoying and only taking my class because they think its easy, but there will be some kids with talent and i could help them extend their talents =D and i could also have friends, my co-workers. haah ok i guess i sound a little silly. other then that im just taking this one day at a time, i started two other bigs since i fnished the last im on the second book of this series called a house of night novel . im moving slowly on the second one, i have alot going on. if i start studying for my learners i can get it. driving is scary, people get killed, but i will just have to make sure im doing what im sopposed to so ill be fine. i will improve this year
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