Last night was the first time Ive been beaten in ET (Under Fg) and by FMG (all girl clan).

Defeat wasn't so bad and showed how much work they still is to do. Im getting better but still no where near good enough.

Friday was one of my best days in ET and even was approached by someone instrested in joining Fg just cause I owned everyone on the server going into saturday i was optimistic we could roll FMG over.

How wrong I was, my aim was so off i couldnt have played worse even if i tried. This is not to take anything away from the girls, they played like pros and I was impressed by their teamwork but I felt I let Fg down.

Times are changing now though, not satisfied with going into a random server and owning people im know choosing to play in pro servers against all clan members/leaders where for the first time in a while, i have more deaths than kills. Im also starting to play with alot of FM clan members including the leader of FME (Europe division) Carlos and even running his config. I will learn from this and become better, but will Fg ? Whom might have done this to teach me a lesson, wow im getting paranoid.