Grins Like A Cat, yet frowns in confusion

Umm day was pretty boring actually didnt get up to go to General Studies, 3 weeks now... Anyway got the 1.40 bus in and was 10minutes early for it!!!! For anyone that knows me this is something unheard of, i even went to the bank  (pay johnathans cash in for resits and my uncle wriote me a cheque to pay for my ebay fees - nice of him) and to the bakery and still 10mins early lol. Ok im not crazy :p

Got straight into English, was talking with Natalie seems she and her boyfriend have split as well *tries not to smile too much*, told her me and Anya had split as well, think she seemed quite suprised and asked "you think you two will get back together? ". Which i said "NO". Mmmmm k LOL was texting Tracey about it, conflict of interest maybe who knows i'm feeling alot if things for people atm and I dont know. Ive got Anya as a friend now but she is no Tracey by a long shot, and I dont know if, sounding very confused here. Anya has left me in a awkard position and Tracey knows all about it so there would be no embarrasment etc but if anything were to happen I would be losing someone i care alot about, so maybe Natalie is the safer option. Im just confused and talking crap.

Anyway.... I think the clan stuff has been taking my mind off the whole crappyness of my life (sounding very emo) recently and *rolls up sleeve and starts cuts one's self* LOL just joking. Here is the team so far

Perfection Defined pd/

evanbraakensiek (me - english)
asgard (ryan - english)
ownaholic (adam - english)
wimpie (wim - belgian)
laffer1 (luke - american)
tim (timo - estonian)
gangsta (miguel - american)

Saturday ive got two 3v3's lined up hopefully at 7pm GMT and 9pm GMT against teams at the bottom/near. Hmm i choose supply depot2 as the map against the first clan and brandorf in the 2nd match. I want everyone who turns up to play and adam has already said he doesnt want to play all the matches which is good

evan
laffer1
tim

thats the line up for the first game me thinks depends how badly we beat them on our map (ill ask to play fiirst) ill start to move in subs, asgard and wimpie if they show up. Mmm we shouldnt have any problems [END ET TALK]

Last Tuesday was the last darts match of the season, tomorrow night though we having a competition at the 3 wheats to decide who is going to represent us in singles/doubles for the upcoming competitions. Tom also spoke last week of getting the Thropton and Rothbury pubs to make a summer league to keep us sharp  for next season. Seems like a good idea and I wouldnt have to travel far either. Well my only chance tomorrow is as being a doubles partner which means i have to hit high scores not necceserly  finish which is what has happened for the last 2 doubles matches matches ive played and won woo lol. OK good luck richard you'll need it.