All change

Ok, going to be a busy weekend, the ET matches are finally here both of them, talked to a cup admin on irc (has some use i suppose) and no guid is not a forfit win (damn lol). Enough of ET talk tbh, em will try and get a good majority of my English Language coursework done over the weekend as well as its in for Friday. Um talked to Anya last night, about how've ive been lately and stuff to do with her and why ive been "miserable" lately. I'am changing I think or just contemplating again (rather like at christmas time), although I have little patience or time for some people and just feel like ive screwed up and i would rather be "miserable" and get work done to my standard that be a class clown and fail....again. Jimmy Pringle was talking to my mam about how i should be getting myself up to the middle school on wednesday nights to practice (cumberland wrestling) "wasting his talent", all I can do is *sigh* from monday i'am beginning to get back on track

- Asking about a job in the Newcastle House for a Saturday at least (Money sorted)
- Starting to train (weights and general fitness/diet for the summer - cumberland wrestling)
- Going to tell Natalie that I fancy her (lovelife sorted)
- Attend every lesson from now on (General Studies exception), that means having early nights potentialy long periods in the library in between lessons but it must be done. Also start going to maths help classes to ensure i pass, and hopefully get a good mark. (college sorted)
- Cut ET down to a maximum of 1 hour per night, weekdays and 10 hours over the weekend, includes ETTV in the time before i whine thats not really ET though.

Some half decent news though the darkness that is my sorry state, NHS are offering a similiar thing for cars as they did with computers, so my mam might be getting a car (lots of benefits too many to explain here), if she does then, I will definalty learn to drive as I won't be burdened with 1000 insurance before i even started. Going to see if i can get a hold of my uncle ian early tomorro see if he will lend me some money for a headset or take me away and get my mam to give me some money for a new desk as well. Oh well im off to bed 04.22 is too late to be staying up these days, goodnight to the person i'am, and good morning to the person i want to be....