Goodevening.

i have to stop waiting so long before entries!!!

I could just sit here and wait for all i wantg to just happen .

Things dont work out that way for me tho!!

There are many changes coming about and i am both full of fear and excitement!!!

I am guaranteed sucess at everything i do as ,long as i dont lose my wit and wisdom.

I surely dont want to lose myself in the process.

i would love to talk to anyone who reads this about anything that is in your head.

My mexican hombre leaves for mexico on the 25th.

i am very sad.

others that know me will let out their breath.

fantasies and fetishes included!

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I dont want to drown!
♥goodmorning.

i woke up this morning and thought,i dont wanna get up.

why?

not because it feels good to be asleep.

because im afraid its going to feel bad to be awake today.

then,i thought for a while,i have my whole life in my hands.

i can choose how i let things affect me today.

things may go badly.

things may go blissfully.

however,my reaction to the happenings is total up to me.

its hard to live this way from moment to moment.

i have a tendancy to sulk in my situations.

i am a grown woman,with a great deal of power at my fingertips.

its all in my head.

the power to feel and deal with things productively and blissfully.

each moment will pass and i need to learn to handle each moment with care and just to .....breathe.

i am going through ALOT right now.

however,i am seeking to better myself and not to drown in my difficulties.

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Hello there. i am inviting you to my world. its crazy and different. perhaps taboo. i love life and live it my way.
Entry for October 04, 2007
  good afternoon.

ive really been looking at the people around me lately.

observing,listening,and yes,analyzing.

many people around you wear masks and are so afraid of being who they really are.

some dont even know who they are.

basically when someone conversates with you,just keep in mind that we all have our own game and the result is to win!

we all have different methods.

some of us mimic others and some of us come up with our own plan.

its a shame,but its the name of the game.

i know there are only a handful of people i truly care about and i will

do anything to keep me and mine safe and on top.

on a more personal note,my way of thinking is changing.

i am becoming more and more powerful and to hell with anyone who doesnt like it.

i give them something to talk about.

whatever floats you boat,honey!!!!!

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Goodmorning.
i made some very difficult decsions last night.
i had to let two of my hearts go for a little while.
of course i will see them,but the stress that had been in the house should be somewhat diminished.
they do not understand why,but maybe later they will.
i have got to work really hard to get everything the way it needs to be.
i could never live life as others do,or as others wish me to,but i will find a good place for ME and my hearts.
So much yet to accomplish.
i want to feel bliss and energy to conquer anything i wish too.
my website is coming along.
i hope to find new adventures with it!
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well,well.the weekend is over.

start of a new week and a new month.

i had a little break this weekend and was very glad to

let go of my troubles for a bit.

but today,they must be dealt with.

i know what i must do and its very hard for me to face it.

i cannot allow myself to be broken as others wish for me too.

mr m wishes to break and mold me so that he doesnt lose his control.

however,i have enough secrets to hold on to myself.

i had sex on the stairway yesterday which was quite delightful

as i am able to balance myself pretty well and push into my desire.

well,accomplishments to be made.

never surrender.

Enchantress Destiny

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well,well.the weekend is over.

start of a new week and a new month.

i had a little break this weekend and was very glad to

let go of my troubles for a bit.

but today,they must be dealt with.

i know what i must do and its very hard for me to face it.

i cannot allow myself to be broken as others wish for me too.

mr m wishes to break and mold me so that he doesnt lose his control.

however,i have enough secrets to hold on to myself.

i had sex on the stairway yesterday which was quite delightful

as i am able to balance myself pretty well and push into my desire.

well,accomplishments to be made.

never surrender.

Enchantress Destiny

www.enchantressfantasies.com

well,well.the weekend is over.

start of a new week and a new month.

i had a little break this weekend and was very glad to

let go of my troubles for a bit.

but today,they must be dealt with.

i know what i must do and its very hard for me to face it.

i cannot allow myself to be broken as others wish for me too.

mr m wishes to break and mold me so that he doesnt lose his control.

however,i have enough secrets to hold on to myself.

i had sex on the stairway yesterday which was quite delightful

as i am able to balance myself pretty well and push into my desire.

well,accomplishments to be made.

never surrender.

Enchantress Destiny

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goodmorning.

at least i need it to be that way.

last night was a test of my will with my children.

im not sure the best thing for me to do.

i know i am not doing well with the situation right now,so there needs to be a remedy.

they are suffering too.

if i change the situation,i nedd to make sure it benefits us all.

mr m was being supportive last night,but im not sure of his motives.

and i dont trust him at all so i have my guard up.

it is very difficult for anyone to climb over my walls.

although they think they have gotten halfway up,i must knock them right back down.
I need to take alot of calls today.

not only does it support mine,but it feeds a need in me.

i bond with all my callers.

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my caller today 2007-Sep-24

Enchantress Destinys Mind goodmorning. iam feeling very anxious today. i am not wanting things to get out of my control. they have been trying to for a very long time and it has to stop. i have the key to have whatever i want to have. i need to open those doors that are right in front of me. i remember dreaming something intense last night and it has slipped from me. there are so many open doors that i need to shut before i open the new ones. i am tring to figure out what i want with this pet that i have had for cloe to a year and a half. he has tried to turn me in the pet and i have allowed it. but,the tables need to be harshly and completely turned around. the little ones are testing me. i cannot fail them. i cannot fail myself. my favorite caller today was a compulsive masturbator. what i found interesting was that  he didnt really get off on getting caught. he liked being talked about and humilated. he wouldnt cum until late that evening and that was done in the guy would do this for about6 hrs a day. finally he feels free from his addiction because of a shot he takes every month. i told him that i never wish to be free of my sexual addictions. enchantress destiny:) www.enchantressfantasies.com www.niteflirt.com/enchantressdestiny