10:45 AM - Last nights test
goodmorning.
at least i need it to be that way.
last night was a test of my will with my children.
im not sure the best thing for me to do.
i know i am not doing well with the situation right now,so there needs to be a remedy.
they are suffering too.
if i change the situation,i nedd to make sure it benefits us all.
mr m was being supportive last night,but im not sure of his motives.
and i dont trust him at all so i have my guard up.
it is very difficult for anyone to climb over my walls.
although they think they have gotten halfway up,i must knock them right back down.
I need to take alot of calls today.
not only does it support mine,but it feeds a need in me.
i bond with all my callers.
location: Home
music: enigma