*grew up w/no family lovin them...

 

*ran away at 14 w/o goin to jail, gettin pregant, or drugged out...

 

*met a guy one night n married him the next... lookin for love

 

*could'nt  ever have children due to physical abuse

 

*goes to dads funeral only to be told not allowed in

 

*searched for family only to find alls gone

 

*bounced back not one, not 2 but 3 times after divorce, loosin all each time,  to only have the system dig the final grave

 

*lost house not once , not twice, but 3 times! and fought till became owner again n again n again ...

 

*has been stalked not once but twice and became victim of a violent crime, loosin 6 mo life +

 

*was given the death sentence,  waiting to die and got pissed, weaned off all meds n worked the next yr in construction...

 

*has so much talant n creativity and starvin...

 

*tells it flat out and nobody can handle or deal w/truths

 

*have achieved great things to be in such a rut now

 

*the brain dont stop and drives all crazy

 

*lives as tho they are dying, n nobody understands why they aren't function'n as normal..

 

I did NOT choose this

 

I believe in God yes, I believe in RAPTURE yes! why?

cause whether real or not after this life i dont ever wanna mis out on peace n happiness, this has been my hell down here most all my life...

yes I've done n had n achieved great things but i'm broken into peaces and really I just wanna go HOME and have peace.. that is my ONLY escape

 

 

 

this will continue.....