March Breakthru On my way back up again...

well it got bad as you all know… and havent been doing well at all lately, so I now have found help, and by trading my pathfinder for labor I now hope to be able to get the leaks fixed, and some things fixed again, and see what happens.

clearing out some stuff agin, slowly and depends how i'm feeling, and today I got rid of 2 printers and and misc stuff, little by.

so glad Springs bout here cause i NEED get out in yard n garden! I NEED that healing from the son and nature, already have stuff started indoors to go out, and now I have my assistant and a guy working all misc jobs, so far so good and its been over week, he comes now n then cpl 2-4 hrs and cuts scrap wood, moves stuff for me, just misc needs and hes smart like me "Jack of all trades and he knows Puters n selling.. so may work out a deal together on stuff i can't sell on etsy.. say he could list and sell and id split… sounds fair to me…

then long as i have sales, i'm trying to get stuff done so not so much stress.

Taxes still over my head, i got so stress this last time i'm now 80#s.. sucks.. but i'd bout given up and LOOK now.. had to hit bottom and also timing seems good for a NEW start and maybe this is a GIFT i'd been waiting for! I have paid it foward many times over thru life to point i felt cursed, maybe this will be my glory!

Day by Day ok.. wish i had a granny to cook for me lol,

feeling pretty good all way round since yesterday, and think so much different now, + Can get stuff outta here now and he can sell misc now and then as turns up for labor, and working off truck so maybe … time will tell, as none ever worked out so far, but i am on borrowed time here and just perhaps i'm gonna have a good spree for a bit before the end..sell my vintage and dolls and collectables on etsy, rest can be used to barter, sell or ?

so who knows.

Just wanted to let you all know that I AM gonna give it all i got (aint much) but its a start again. Yes I do believe it maybe my gift from the LORD .. since i finally let it all go.

HE can know bless us all.

I sure have a change of attitude also and feels good to also be able to pay back and also bless others big time this last time around.

cont' later