Lists all of the journal entries for the day.

Sat, 27 Mar 2010

4:55 AM - I hate...

 I hate that all you think I am is a bit of cash. 

I hate that Michael's family is more welcoming than you.

I hate that in my own "home" I feel unwanted.

I hate that I feel like I'm constantly under scrutiny.

I hate that you spend so much money on dumb things like botex when you're already old! Then say you have no money. Well I wonder where it went! 

I hate that you treat me brother like a star when really he's being a douchebag. 

I hate that you're turning my brother into a douchebag!

I hate that you hate my sister.

I hate that you're making my sister have no self-esteem.

I hate that if I told you any of this you'd say I was being dramatic.

I hate that you won't listen to anyone, and think you're always right.

I hate that you don't think anyone has any feelings.

I hate that you like ugly-ass horse carpets that collect dust. They fucking suck.

I hate that you like ugly things in general.

I hate that you think those ugly things are the nicest things in the world, when clearly they're not.

I hate that you think you're so much better than everyone else, but think you're helping everyone out because you sponsored  one kid.

I hate that you treat everyone like shit.

I hate that you let everyone use you then complain about it.

I hate that you complain about everything.

I hate that you're so vain.

I hate that you got botex, that was so dumb, and you looked ridiculous and it didn't even make a difference, other than people laughed at you for the 3 weeks while you're face was puffy and you looked like a scary fish/doll type thing. Come on, you're old now, you're gonna look old, embrace it, you don't have to look like an old hag or anything, but maybe if you were nicer you would have aged a bit more gracefully.

I hate that you make horrible decisions in life and make everyone else pay for them.

I hate how you always say your on a diet but eat horribly, except maybe one meal.

I hate how you think you know everything about health and the whole medical profession just because you were a nurse, like 40 years ago! Things have changed. Pick up some medical journals before you open your mouth. As a current university student, learning what they have found fairly recently, I think I may know a bit more up to date info. I'm not trying to sound like some bratty little girl, but I'm just saying, much of what you say is wrong now. 

I hate how I don't like you and you're suppose to be my grandma..

 

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