Sitting here missing you, wondering what ever will I do? Your no good for me Why can't I see... your the missing link in my reality...a hug a kiss the sweet abyss your eternal love is all I wish...I laugh I cry I ponder why..  he gave you to me then set you free...Oh God I trust  this is what is best  for me... alone to learn to reach to heal to understand this lifes appeal.... my eyes are open, my heart is black this journey is where I take my life BACK!

Alone again tonight, I'm in a constant fight....My heart is torn in two, My dreams are all of you,You saw inside my soul,Your love has made me whole...But guilt creeps in and somehow always wins....Alone again tonight....