its been almost 2 month since i saw my MARINE the last time he is serving 12 month in afghanistan :(the second he left i felt like a part of me is gone even tho i know he will be back im scared im afraid i dont know what to do in some moments sometimes it feels like time is standing still i go days without an email or a phone call not knowing is he okay how is he feeling and its killing me i c=sometimes cry myself to sleep or im afraid to answer the door that a uniformed man is gonna stand there telling me that my marine got killed it might sound wrong to think that and i am trying to keep thoughts like that out of my mind but those thought are always there i love him more then anything else i couldnt think of a life without him i miss him so much and just want him home i miss the look he gives me when he walks in the door i miss the way he smells and the way he walks his smile and the sound of his voice i miss u baby stay safe and come home soon ♥