Lists all of the journal entries for the day.

Mon, 9 Feb 2009

2:03 PM - never alone

Set Free



 


standing in an alley shouting to thin air,

never alone but no ones right there.

should i make a wish?

should i say a prayer?

when i open my eyes will anyone care?

can i get a little help? can i get a hand?

should i take a bow?

should i make my last stand?

w/in a moment all things bacame clear.

it's been you God

that's always been near.

though my eyes aren't the best,

i can finally see.

thank you God for always walking w/ me.

set free.

Heidi L. Hicks-Ashton



location: Other
music: umwell matchbox 20

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2:05 PM - trying to keep it real

Meaningful Choices



 


meaningful choices, hush the voices

we hear in the middle of the night.

urging us to do what we know

in our heart is right.

soul choices are the ones

the voices scream

do the right thing-do the right thing!

there's no denying, we all have a will

and a personality that fits.

so then, why do we deny that we

have a heart and attached to that

"our concience"?

no one need convince us of what we're supposed to do.

we need only listen to the

voice that impresses on our heart

to trust our intuition,

evaluate the situation, then

do the right thing.


Heidi Hicks-Ashton



mood: Tired Tired

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2:13 PM - tugging at my heart

The Nagging Voice



 


Awakened in the night

by a nagging voice that keeps me

desperate to create...

that has me giving life

to the screams I keep inside,

or be ever burdened by their weight.

Overwhelmed by emotions

I simply can't help but feel...

hoping that if I can figure it out,

it may help someone else

to keep it real.

If I can make good

all that has had me bound...

if I can find a soul

wandering aimlessly,

praying to be found.

then, I can say that I made a difference

and I didn't just float through life

doing my own thing...

but I really did try to do it right.


Heidi L. Hicks-Ashton



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