8:28 PM - Noticeable
Noticeable. Things aren't always so easily found, how many people actually pay attention to the things going on around them? How many people really notice the little nuiances and small changes in the world? MissNoticable. This is my penname, and Noticeable is infact spelled wrong in it, but who realized that before I pointed it out, and who actually had to check the penname just to realize that what I said was true.
Sometimes people themselves want to be noticecable. They get louder, they wear brighter colors and some act out or find interesting ways to get the spotlight... Their thoughts and actions are there for everyone to see and understand, but what about the ones who sit in the back and quietly do what is needed of them? Those who everyone seems to always Miss... Suddenly the penname comes full circle. I am hoping that this journal may just bring to light some of the thoughts of one of the quiet ones, someone who has always done exactly what was expected of them, someone who has always been stepped all over and expected to do all the work simply because s/he didn't stand up and holler, or wear those bright colors or scream to the world "hey look at me" or finally stand up for themselves and tell those around them that they have had it.
Why is it that the moment that person stands up and finally starts to defend themself, they finally stop taking the crap that is thrown at them, when that person decides that they are better than what they are being given, do they suddenly become the bad person?
The nice ones, the quiet ones, it is always said that these are the ones to watch out for, but why is it really? Is it because they have held it in for too long? Is it because they get the chance to really notice your faults since they are so quietly undetected.
All my life I have been one of those quiet ones, noticing everything that falls to the wayside, every argument that has been had, every defense that has been used... and frankly I have been able to see quite a lot just by staying silent. My teachers used to tell me, you can't hear anyone else if you are talking, I have come to realize... You usually can't see either.
I am opting to attempt to really share different thoughts with the world(or at least anyone who reads this blog), maybe even find a few different topics to really bring information to... I am tired of being missed, I want my thoughts, my point of view to be read... Maybe a place for all of my thoughts, politically correct or not, is exactly what I need, and what the world needs so that for once, it's the quiet ones that get to stand up for what they believe in.
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