So theres this guy Jake and i have serious feelings for him...hes a senior this year and he plays football and hes sooo cute and i told him that i liked him and all he could do was smile at me and walk away and i dont know how to take that... He as well as well as the rest of the varsity dyed their hair blonde since we made it playoffs for the first time in 10 years and today i finally got to see that long brown hair back on him and i couldnt help but smile.. when im around him i cant smile and i cant speak other than hey or good game i went after the game when we played celina to try and tell him and i couldnt even form the words it was sad and i felt so stupid for not bein able to say Jake I like you and i dont know why.

So i dont know what to do im so tired of being single but when i like a guy my parents always find something worng with them... or the ones i like dont have the same feelings for me and that sucks because who wants to like someone and know that they dont feel the same and never will but i guess in time i will find someone but this waiting game is KILLING me but idk the one guy i liked smootherd me he was insucure and all that and mom loved him and i was ready to get rid of em...