1:25 PM - ~Cancer Story~
Every day I dread the day that I remember the most. I never want to feel that hole in my heart again. I couldn't believed she died because I was only four. I thought she was just playing dead like my dog did, but then after two years I noticed that she didn't come back. She was my friend that I could share everything that happened at preschool with. She was my mom. I still can't believe that she had to be diagnosed with breast cancer. I mean I was there for her when she needed anything. How come God had to take her when I was four instead of when I am in my twenties? I miss her a lot, but I always know that she Is watching me for up above in the highest. Let me start from the beginning.
I was three and my mom and dad are divorced. I never knew what divorced meant. So, I was mostly with my mom because she is a girl and could help me through all th stuff I was going to have happened to me in the future. Then it happened. She got breast cancer, but I didn't know what cancer was then. She was always puking and asking me to run and get her an ice pack because she was having a hot flash. I learned things that most kids don't learn till they are twelve or a teenager. I learned how to cook, clean, and take care of my mother. And every week she would have to get another treatment.
My mom would always say, “Sweetie, no matter what happens I will always love you.”
Then I would say, “Nothing is gonna happen because you have me.”
Now I know that no matter who has me anything can happen. Anything at all, even if you don't want it to.
( I, Keona, made this story one day when I was bored. My mother had cancer, but she lived. Please leave a comment if you liked my story! Keep reading my journal! )
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mood:
Sad
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