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Fri, 5 Oct 2007

11:29 AM - i dont want to drown

I dont want to drown!
♥goodmorning.

i woke up this morning and thought,i dont wanna get up.

why?

not because it feels good to be asleep.

because im afraid its going to feel bad to be awake today.

then,i thought for a while,i have my whole life in my hands.

i can choose how i let things affect me today.

things may go badly.

things may go blissfully.

however,my reaction to the happenings is total up to me.

its hard to live this way from moment to moment.

i have a tendancy to sulk in my situations.

i am a grown woman,with a great deal of power at my fingertips.

its all in my head.

the power to feel and deal with things productively and blissfully.

each moment will pass and i need to learn to handle each moment with care and just to .....breathe.

i am going through ALOT right now.

however,i am seeking to better myself and not to drown in my difficulties.

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