Well, Today thus far has been better.  Got a debit card finally!  I've been waiting on one of those since the bank took mine over 2 years ago and told me I couldn't have one because my ex wife kept over drafting my account.  Seems stupid to be excited over such a little thing, but now I've got access to my money when ever i want it :-) no more waiting until the bank opens or closes. 

     I really didn't feel that great this morning, Ended up not going to school. Mary stayed home with me, she's sweet.  She didn't want to go and leave me home by myself not feeling well.  She rubbed my back and took care of me this morning, that made me happy.  Maybe tonight will be better?  Idk, im not sure if i'll have the courage to even try honestly, we'll see.  She upset, problems with the VA. No suprise, it's a branch of the military so of course it's going to be a big pain in the ass and there will always be problems.  It's monday, never heard from my team leader, or anyone in my chain of command.  I'm begining to wonder what's going on with this weekend.  Do we still have drill on thursday?  Who knows.  Got to go see the attorney tomorrow about consultation for this divorce that's going to get ugly... ugh.  every time i think about it, I dread it.  Gotta find all the paper work to take to the lawyer tommorrow also.  FAFSA is going to get knocked out today too, so hopefully I'll get the dough in time to go to school this summer quarter.  I hope there's still some online classes available, but i know therer probobly won't be.  *Sigh*

     Life's a bitch, but thats just how it is i suppose, you take the hit and keep on moving, because that's how it goes, "The show goes on all night."