My unheard voice

I am like a child, only wanting please you,
you, or anyone.
You say come,
I come thinking you want me.
you don't want me,
you want what I can do for you.
You say go,
I leave in tears.
without you knowing that the tears are falling.
you say you know me,
you don't know me.
you know what I look like,
but you haven't taken the time to know me.
you know what you put into me.
Here I am waiting for you to
want me,
to hold me,
waiting for you to love me.

My mind is running all over the place.
my day hasn't been really busy,
like I thought it would be.

I feeling so many feelings at the moment.
Lonely, rejected,sad,rellieved,
but at the same time I feel nothing.
I mean I am not happy or sad.

I am not sure if I want to tell who I am yet.
I am going to go for now