hey! omg i am so happy! okay so i had my first dance yesterday and my un-crush, the one who i think is soooo funny and hilarious was there and okay...i kind of fell in like with him! he is sooooo ahhhhdorable! and nice, funny, perfect! plus he's not "hot" but he's not ugly and he's right in the middle which is where i am! he talked to me for what felt like forever and he ALMOST danced with me and he's always meeting my eyes and everything so i think he likes me!!! im pretty sure this time!!! whaddya think? i need some advice on how to talk to him!!! because i can talk to him i just normally don't know what to say! 

thanks and if anyone has some good advice for me let me know!!!

xoxo, maddie :D

 okay here is the WORST NEWS EVER. and i should be HAPPY that my crush is home! well and the other one too!! i am DEVASTATED!!!! okay, i'll just get on with it....

look how do i say this??? MY CRUSH HAS A CRUSH...BUT ON SOMEONE ELSE!!! and i was positive he liked me and now THIS happens....and it just so happens that he has a crush on a major dork in his grade! i mean shes nawt rly pretty or cute her voice is reeeeeeaaaaallllllyyy deep sometimes i think is a guy talking but thne i see her shes also a slut cuz she hugged the guy I LIKE---excuse----MY CRUSH, and then there was this other guy and she had her arm all around him so i was like YEA! but i hope my crush gets over her fast because there's nothing to like about her and wat about me hes like been noticing me forever and now he has a crush!!!! i dont eeven know what to say im soooooo upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heeeeeelllllllpppppp!!! im soooo sad :(

 yay! i am actually really happy! its already thursday and my crush comes home tomorrow, so i am toe-dally ready for that! and i haven't missed him as much as i thought-i mean, i miss him ah-ton, but it's not like i'm crying over him if u know wat i mean. but the fact that he comes home with everyone and that next week middle school is going to be normal, i get to be happy and yay all that. so ya. i'm really actually proud of myself to survive the week without missing him so much. so yay x10 to me!!!!

yayyyy. i am soooooo psyched plus our first dance is next friday! hope we dont have dance ed again today! well hope we do cuz then we dont hav real PE! ok gotta go but i just HAD to write about that. :D

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

ok, please help me!!! i am in middle school and so is my crush. :D hes only 2 years older than me. but anyway he is going to be GONE this whole next week, monday through friday and I will probably see him next on monday the 21st!!! which is toooo long for me and i haven't nawt seen him in that long since the summer! so i need some tips on how not to miss him so much! the whole grade of his is going to yosemite for the week. and i think hes finally starting to notice me so on the trip i dont want him crushing on someone else! and i am going to miss this other guy who is just hilarious and cracks me up and hes the tiniest bit cute too. but i am going to miss my crush soooooo much and i dont know how i will survive this week! so any suggestions???? PLEASE leave a comment on how i can survive (like what to do!) and btw i dont have his number so texting/calling would be TEOS (the end of story). soooooo......any help or suggestions or ANYTHING to help me nawt miss my crush so much! thank you sooooooo much those of you who post a comment!!! 

xoxo, Maddie!!!!! 

I MISS MY CRUSH ALREADY AND I JUST SAW HIM YESTERDAY AT SKOOL!!! ehmagawd i ahbviously have a crush on my crush!!! :D

so thanks and please help!!!!