direction that God is leading us,

I LOVE the new church and the message of it,

I am tring to figure out what my place in this body is,,,, with out



jumping inot something God is not leading me into.

things I think God is saying to me:

well the white Elephant house dream :

we were bidding on a  a pretty cool house well parts were really cool like

the 

canal outside - beautiful and some window area nice,,,, but the

house 

was huge and alot of not so nice areas like the kitchen and these

huge 

rooms the house did not make sense and rambled... we put a bid on

it and 

did not get it we knew of a couple of people who might have gotten

but 

did not know who,,,, steve really wanted ait and so did i well part

of 

me anyway ... thought we should bid more but the bidding was over.

totally related to the dc move.

ok '

thinking that God told me to get rid of the scale ... I have  abad 

addiction to weighing ... frequently... I believe God is going to

help 

me over come this sin and I will be able maintain a weight where i

will 

be comfortable in my cloths.

starting today.

also I am wondering if God is leading me to evangelize and tell

people 

in the NF area about Jesus and a incredible church.